From the time I was a baby I have been sexually abused which I did not know until a few years ago. A significant memory that Jesus Christ exposed to me a few months ago was shocking. I was at my former high school without any clothes on, and I was laying down unconscious. There were 3 females around me, all of them former classmates. One of these persons my former best friend was also there. I began waking up only to feel someone kissing me on my lips and I jumped up and ran out the room to get away although being completely naked. The person who did this, a female, was a former best friend I had in high school. This same person went on to form a friendship and then started a romantic relationship with my significant other. So two of them are in a romantic relationship no matter how much they denied it. He seems to be in love with her.
Five years ago when Jesus Christ revealed to me that I was trafficked sexually it was shocking. I tried to get in contact my significant other indirectly because I had no direct contact information for him. No cell number, no email address, no home address, nothing, even at this point I have no contact information for him. So I had no way of contacting him directly then and now. He knew I was trying to establish contact with him but he ignored me until he was forced to talk to me on the phone.
Five years ago when I found out the truth apparently he was already involved with my former best friend and perhaps other women. He did not want me back in his life because he already had someone else in his life my former best friend. This decision that he made to ignore me, robbed me of 5 years that I could have spent getting to know my children who I did not know even existed. I will never get back those 5 years that I could have had with them because he didn't want me around. He and his family get to see my children grow up, what do I get? Nothing, because I am not in their life regularly. My significant other has effectively shut out my alter out of his life and the life of my children and I am the main alter.
Throughout all of this though my significant other keeps in constant contact with my former best friend who sexually assaulted me. They go out together, talk everyday, text, they are involved in each others life and I have been completely left out. They enjoy seeing each other anyway they can, even if they are unable to speak.
It is only the grace of Jesus Christ that I am still here alive, because I have lost so much in my life, almost everything. At this point, I am considering getting legal assistant to ensure that I am involved in my children's life fully, that I am not left out of their lives even though my significant other does not want me in his life.
Please keep me in your prayers.
Five years ago when Jesus Christ revealed to me that I was trafficked sexually it was shocking. I tried to get in contact my significant other indirectly because I had no direct contact information for him. No cell number, no email address, no home address, nothing, even at this point I have no contact information for him. So I had no way of contacting him directly then and now. He knew I was trying to establish contact with him but he ignored me until he was forced to talk to me on the phone.
Five years ago when I found out the truth apparently he was already involved with my former best friend and perhaps other women. He did not want me back in his life because he already had someone else in his life my former best friend. This decision that he made to ignore me, robbed me of 5 years that I could have spent getting to know my children who I did not know even existed. I will never get back those 5 years that I could have had with them because he didn't want me around. He and his family get to see my children grow up, what do I get? Nothing, because I am not in their life regularly. My significant other has effectively shut out my alter out of his life and the life of my children and I am the main alter.
Throughout all of this though my significant other keeps in constant contact with my former best friend who sexually assaulted me. They go out together, talk everyday, text, they are involved in each others life and I have been completely left out. They enjoy seeing each other anyway they can, even if they are unable to speak.
It is only the grace of Jesus Christ that I am still here alive, because I have lost so much in my life, almost everything. At this point, I am considering getting legal assistant to ensure that I am involved in my children's life fully, that I am not left out of their lives even though my significant other does not want me in his life.
Please keep me in your prayers.
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