I've been struggling lately with sexual sin namely masturbation.
Though now I'm older it's not as bad as it used to be,but there are times when it's very difficult to avoid.
Recently I was suffering severe case of sexual tension. And a thought came into my mind that if i masturbated then I would give up my salvation.
Well needless to say I couldn't resist after struggling against it.
Afterwards I felt horrible. I couldn't sleep. I know what I did was wrong. And part of me believes that God wouldn't hold that thought or "vow" against me.
But I can't stop the fear.
Hermit
Though now I'm older it's not as bad as it used to be,but there are times when it's very difficult to avoid.
Recently I was suffering severe case of sexual tension. And a thought came into my mind that if i masturbated then I would give up my salvation.
Well needless to say I couldn't resist after struggling against it.
Afterwards I felt horrible. I couldn't sleep. I know what I did was wrong. And part of me believes that God wouldn't hold that thought or "vow" against me.
But I can't stop the fear.
Hermit