Hi... I'm kinda new at this, so bear with me. This place is BIG! I actually found it looking for SI support.
I've been struggling with the desire to SI for the last 3 or 4 months. A couple of weeks ago i finally gave into it. This is after 5 years of no serious cutting (after a year and a half of being into it daily). Which is completely depressing.
I haven't told anyone about it. All of two people in my life know that i was ever into that at all. I mean, it's semi-obvious, but there are only 2 people i've talked to openly about it.
Anyways, i guess i was looking for a place to get it out of my system so that it's not just like this big fat secret i'm keeping. And maybe to get some prayer about it, so i hopefully don't go doing it again any time soon.
Thanks for "listening". I appreciate it.
I've been struggling with the desire to SI for the last 3 or 4 months. A couple of weeks ago i finally gave into it. This is after 5 years of no serious cutting (after a year and a half of being into it daily). Which is completely depressing.
I haven't told anyone about it. All of two people in my life know that i was ever into that at all. I mean, it's semi-obvious, but there are only 2 people i've talked to openly about it. Anyways, i guess i was looking for a place to get it out of my system so that it's not just like this big fat secret i'm keeping. And maybe to get some prayer about it, so i hopefully don't go doing it again any time soon.
Thanks for "listening". I appreciate it.
I'm sorry about your relapse. Good for you in getting it out in the open, though. I find that the more people who know I'm struggling, the easier it is for me to stay safe. What other steps are you taking to make sure you stay safe? 
I will pray for you. You are not alone.
