4 months ago I posted this thread ''Is watching videos of women giving birth naturally considered a sin ?
I'm not sure why I watch these videos may to fill up the void in my life but since I watch them like everyday I feel like this has become an addiction or has dominated my life I'm afraid that God may abandon me because of this as whenever I pray to stop watching these videos I fail and watch them again. I'm really in need of advice''
the new problem is that it's developing in danger way as yesterday there was a fight in the street where I live in and somebody got hurt and he was bleeding but I was interested in watching this scene and I was like having pleasure watching such an awful scene. I don't want to turn out as a sadistic or feel happy watching people suffer.
I'm not sure why I watch these videos may to fill up the void in my life but since I watch them like everyday I feel like this has become an addiction or has dominated my life I'm afraid that God may abandon me because of this as whenever I pray to stop watching these videos I fail and watch them again. I'm really in need of advice''
the new problem is that it's developing in danger way as yesterday there was a fight in the street where I live in and somebody got hurt and he was bleeding but I was interested in watching this scene and I was like having pleasure watching such an awful scene. I don't want to turn out as a sadistic or feel happy watching people suffer.