scared

[Kostilaks]

my ocd is telling me

ocd: you must pray in a compulsive way cause maybe your prayers wont be heard and since you, anxiously, try to do the compulsions maybe that makes the compulsions valid. maybe your prayers are not being heard.

I was thinking about this and I was worrying and I randomly, started thinking like "what if I heard a door in the building where I live?"

and I hear a door.

ocd: maybe that is a sign from God that you must do the compulsions otherwise your prayers won't be heard

I was thinking about it some minutes later and I randomly got another thought like "what if I hear now another door?"

and I heard another door.

 

[Tolworth John]

my ocd is telling me

You need to listen to your counselor about how you deal with the OCD voices and seek to do that.
I suspect it is a very tiring struggle that never ends.
But remember your OCD does not determine your spiritual state, that is in Jesus,'s hands and you can rest assured that he will not let your OCD snatch your of his hands.