scared myself last night

[Zita123]

I had a manic episode and it was the worst one I ever had!! I was horrible!! I was having conversations to people not even there and my husband would say something to me and I would get furious at him and try to hit him. He just held me and let me cry. I knew what I was doing and couldn't stop it for the world!!!! I just don't ever want one that bad again!! I found a good piece on the tube about episodes and printed it out and stuck it in his lunch today. He doesn't know anything, He thought I was either going crazy, or on some kind of drug. Which he knows I would never do but, at that time he wasn't ruling anything out.
Thank GOD he kept me from my kids, they wouldn't have known what was going on or what to do. One is 16 and one is 21. They do know about my problem but, never saw me have a violent attack!!
Just had to let it out
Thanks to all.
Zita

 

[goldenviolet]

do you have a profession/support person to contact when you are in crisis? someone can help you and family make a safety plan. help you with crisis coping skills?

 

[justafayes]

do you have a profession/support person to contact when you are in crisis? someone can help you and family make a safety plan. help you with crisis coping skills?

yes, I agree with Goldenviolet,, and I agree in prayer with both of you concerning this.. I will continue to pray for you in agreement..

Together:

Thank you Lord for this day, our health and our lives. Thank you for being you!!
We three lift up together in agreement our sister touching this situation.. we know the conflict, you know the culprit.. we admit we are no match for the enemy without you,, you have conquered the "evil one" you said if there are two or three agreeing touching any one thing it shall be done by my Father which is in heaven..
you said "The Lord shall fight for you and ye shall hold your peace"

Dear Father,, we can't control the uncontrollable,, we confess this and give up trying to control this that are outside of our abilites.. but thanks be to you,,, YOU ARE IN CONTROL OF EVERY GIVEN SITUATION!! and we praise you for it!!

We bind the hand of the enemy and render him powerless,, we free our sister in your name through your word.. minster to her heart and speak peace to her, especially when the storm rages.. plant a special person that you have annointed to help her in times of need that you will bless them both with your divine understanding,, you be glorified in this situation.. we give you all the praise, honor and glory in Jesus name,, Amen

 

[NewCovenant]

Sounds like you need to have your meds adjusted, honey. And praypraypray. Your husband sounds like a gem. Thank God he was there for you, you may have jumped off a roof or something. Been there, done that. I'm glad you're okay.

 

[Zita123]

Justafayes, Thank you for your lovely prayer and words of wisdom. I know they come through GOD.`I know when GOD puts words in my head to help me or to even help someone else.
Thank you again and may GOD BLESS YOU ALL!!

Zita

Sounds like you need to have your meds adjusted, honey. And praypraypray. Your husband sounds like a gem. Thank God he was there for you, you may have jumped off a roof or something. Been there, done that. I'm glad you're okay.