satanic abuse

[rainadavis]

I am new here. I have posted my story in the advice and prayer forum so I will not repeat the entire story. But for those that do not know this abuse involves severe child abuse, poisoning, rape,filming and control of all facets of life. I came on here to vent,get support and prayer but now I just want to forgive and forget. But how do you heal when you are still being abused? Bruises are inflicted as wounds heal. Gashes are made, as stiches mend. Flashbacks of trauma and daily adversity lead to wallowing in self pity. You pray to God but the situation continues. You pray more, then wake up and realise that you must save yourself. You realise that you are all you really have in the world and must fight to even have that.
To my abusers, i forgive you and understand that we are all victims of victims.

 

[Criada]

If this abuse is still happening sweetie, you need to remove yourself from the situation as soon as you possibly can, and find a place of safety. I know that isn't always as easy as it sounds, but there are people and organisations who will help you

Forgiving abusers is laudable, but it doesn't mean that you allow them to continue, because that is not healthy for you or for them.

Praying for you, sweetie. Please PM me if you need someone to talk to (you'll need a few more posts first.. I think it's 15)

 

[Keri]

Praying still.

 

[Johnnz]

You can't continue on your own. Get some help from somewhere. Enough has already happened. It's time to shut a door very firmly.

John
NZ