Sane again, at least for the time being...

[jynx]

As the roller coaster grinds to a halt a very dizzy Jynx hops outa the crazy car and onto soild ground again...

Okay, so I am sane again. At least for the time being , that is. Man oh man was that a horrific roller coaster ride!... it truly was a trip from hell and back!!! Thank God there was a "back" to that trip too... by His grace and His grace alone am I sitting here today. Sometimes I wonder if I am going to get stuck on the roller bipolar roller coaster forever... one violent mood swing after another... This wild ride lasted three weeks, I think... man and it was UUUUGLY! I forgot things..people...LITTERALLY<shakin head> it was VICIOUS!!!
ugh.

suicidal nut trip basket case from timbucktoo...

<shudder>

How's everyone else out there doing tonight???

Soulwings....where areeee yoooou?
Foreverloved....how's your family?
AliveAgain....planted a anything in the ground this year? I am thinking rasberries....
AlaskaGal...how's your move coming along?
wonderwoman...you out there? how are you doin?


and to all the rest of ya I can't remember at the moment....

everybody hangin in there?? Anyone in need of a big hug?

Thanks guys, for being here for me even though I am/was a newbie to this site. You all were very patient with me...and didn't bite my head off...
THANKYOU!

 

[Alaskamomma]

Hi jynx!

Glad to hear you are "sane" again. Can I ask a question... what does "sane" look like? ROFL!!!

Had a mover lady come over to tell me how much weight we are shipping and estimate how much it will cost the govt to move us. Still have not sold the house, dropped the price again... if anyone wants to move to a really, beautiful location in Alaska, let me know... I have JUST the place. Ha ha.

Had a test done today about the illness I am currently struggling and it came back negative. So, I have two more test options that I will do when I move to Rhode Island. My symptoms persist which is really racking my brain and the doctor here has no answer for me. So, (sigh).

All in all, my mind is level for the most part. Cloudy here. Wish the sun would shine and I need to go kayaking. Badly. Other than that, jynx... you stay sane!!! Although, your posts on your last tyrade proved to be quite entertaining... I mean, they were fun to read... could feel your mania through your words. And could relate!

am OUT.

 

[jynx]

Weeellll.... I can not tell a lie.... manic I was. I was also seriously suicidal too. ugh.

What's goin on with you physically Alaska? I've got a mystery illness too. Thought it was everything from Lupus to MS to anything under a rock. They still can't figure out what is up with me either.

ooooh I soooo empathize with you and the trillions of doc appointments!!!!

What does sanity look like, you ask... I have no idea.... BUT I DO KNOW WHAT IT SMELLS LIKE..... A BAR OF DIAL SOAP AND SOME SUAVE SHAMPOO...it sorta taste minty fresh too....

LMBO!

 

[Alive again]

You two are Hilarious! Dear Alaskamomma-good news that the test was negative, but what a pain not knowing what is really going on! Will keep that in my prayers! And oh yes I have much planted-after all, first year with a greenhouse-I have given away many tomatoes and other fun things. This Sunday at church I brought some marigolds for my three little girl friends! I have my first planting of everything in the garden except the peppers-have to get those in yet (and taters), but they are growing in their little 4 in pots! Didn't have room for squash or cukes. Still have some stuff in the greenhouse coz we haven't gotten that flower bed built yet. . .been eating asparagus an we have baby artichokes-the strawberries are just beginning to blush and the raspberries are growing and the apples and pears are good, but not many cherries this year. Baby grapes etc are also out there! Rhodies are blooming as are the lilies of the valley and azaleas and coral bells and other spring like things! I am loving it and worried about keeping it all watered with working. Hubby and I are working on a drip system for the garden. So much to do in the yard and garden and so little time with the new job! I need mania to get it all done!!! LOL!

 

[jynx]

AliveAgain! How WONDERFUL!!!

This week I put out three different types of mint (big mint fan...mint tea, mint lemonade,mint jelly,mint dryer sheets,mint lolipops,mint chocolate...) a chocolate,lemon and the tried and try kentucky wonder mint. I have all my rosemarry, lemon balm, lemon verbena, lavender, tyme,basil and oregano out too. Ever since then it has rained non stop and I can't seem to get the rest of my herbs in the ground. I am trying out some upside down cherry tomato plants this year (I don't have a real garden space, just flower beds) I have about 8 of them in mind... hanging off the clothes line poles, the porch...the mail box LOL!!! Tomato crazy here!!!! I am looking into other space saving garden venues.... but it won't stop raining for me to get them OUT!!!

Speaking of getting out.... I think I am going to take a trip to the garden center today to window shop...smell everything...and day dream. The kis are drivin me loco anyhoo!