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sophia2013
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Ok, recently I have been going through soo much, so much struggles about the unpardonable sin, so much stress and anxiety and the fact that almost everybody me around me doesn't follow Jesus I felt very alone , I had met a guy and im not trying to point out all hie wrong doings but he is the party type who like to have fun and it was alot of pressure for me so I gave in to smoking and smoking weed and worldly music and swearing and anger and sex
and the worst thing of all is that I texted my ex saying im done following God
but im not, I said that out of frustration and anger by and im mostly angry. towards he blasphemous thoughts I get tormented by. I fell but I keep having Jesus in my thoughts and I feel bad, I dont want to go back to that filthy person I was... So my question is , because I said that im done following God is that the unpardonable sin because in my heart im not done and I am putting those things away again
but the thoughts are more ugly now, very disrepectful and twisted, I dont know how to deal with this. Help 