I copyied and pasted this from my redvsblue journal entry but it really explains it all.
Pray For Allie
ok so for anyone that does not know, Allie is a really good friend of mine. she just seems to understand me and she's probaly the only person i feel like i can say anything around, so when i am having some issues i can go to her and she listens without feeling bad. so it's nice. but as down as i can be she is one person that gives me strength, i know if i ever did something stupid she would be right there putting me in my place. so i really don't know what would happen if i lost her.
So anyway, she has cancer, yes that damn diesease that kills people. it is in her liver, and it's spreading, they tried a new treatment to see if it would help stop the spreading and the result is she felt like crap. but even before the treatment she knew she had to have surgery. now what really sucks about this is that it's a 50/50 chance. if is successful it's great news. if it is not successful then she won't make it to 20 or 22 i don't remmeber which one.
Well i just found out allie is having her surgery monday morning at 7:00, she hopes to tell me the result on monday because she is supposed to be out cold tuesday.
now i have spent the past few night not knowing really what to think, but normally i would be watching tv and then going to bed, recently i find myself...well after i found out about this i ended up getting in bed shutting my eyes and praying that she lives, i even to go as far and ask that my life be taken in place of hers. yes, she is worth it. and she makes a whole lot less people mad then i do. woo, getting a little moisture in the eyes, maybe i should let that go and just cry this out.
Allie I love You, You have So Many Peple In (at this point i cryed) This World that Will Simply Not Know How to React If We Lose You, You Have To Stay Strong.
Keith Robinson.
