isaiah5213
Bury Me With a Sword in my Hand
- Sep 8, 2004
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dear God:
it seems lately, that sickness is so much around me, it's like it is in the water! please take away my anger at this!! thank you so much for your peace, and joy.. i am so sorry i don't understand it or you as much as i feel i should...
i pray that all on this board, get a peace that passes all understanding. i pray for the heart of kathy: who thanks you for giving her the best thing that could have happened to her: cancer. i thank you for stanley, that you answered our prayers, and that you didn't take him yet. please don't take his sister from us, please. thank you for taking away the pain.
take away my guilt w/my family dear God. i feel full of coulda woulda shoulda's.. and i have no control over whether you decide to take them, or leave them here on earth for awhile. i have no control over whether they decide to follow you. i pray you take away my controlling attitude about the whole thing... i feel so selfish, praying for peace for me! i am not sick!! i pray for peace w/ all on here. it must be hard to get on this board, and have had a chemo treatment, the nausea, the headaches, the hopeless feelings... please God, heal our hearts. give your sick peace and joy. take away any selfishness us family members go thru at these times.. teach us to focus on meeting the needs of the sick, & loving up on them, and encouraging them, and wrapping our arms around them--instead of being caught up in our emotions, cuz our family members are sick...
it seems lately, that sickness is so much around me, it's like it is in the water! please take away my anger at this!! thank you so much for your peace, and joy.. i am so sorry i don't understand it or you as much as i feel i should...
i pray that all on this board, get a peace that passes all understanding. i pray for the heart of kathy: who thanks you for giving her the best thing that could have happened to her: cancer. i thank you for stanley, that you answered our prayers, and that you didn't take him yet. please don't take his sister from us, please. thank you for taking away the pain.
take away my guilt w/my family dear God. i feel full of coulda woulda shoulda's.. and i have no control over whether you decide to take them, or leave them here on earth for awhile. i have no control over whether they decide to follow you. i pray you take away my controlling attitude about the whole thing... i feel so selfish, praying for peace for me! i am not sick!! i pray for peace w/ all on here. it must be hard to get on this board, and have had a chemo treatment, the nausea, the headaches, the hopeless feelings... please God, heal our hearts. give your sick peace and joy. take away any selfishness us family members go thru at these times.. teach us to focus on meeting the needs of the sick, & loving up on them, and encouraging them, and wrapping our arms around them--instead of being caught up in our emotions, cuz our family members are sick...
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