Hello
For the few weeks, I have been reading the Bible and praying like I've never have been before to Lord. Though, I have prayed for the same things over and over like for forgiveness. I first did it last week, or maybe the week before, and I have done it again because I slipped into watching porn which I shouldn't have done. Then the other night and just in the last hour, I prayed for forgiveness again and other things. I wonder does God think of me as ridiculous to pray over and over for the same things. I feel as if I'm not trusting him if I do so. And I feel as if I'm not truly saved. All the while going through this I have felt better than I have in a while but still there's that anxiety.
Please share your thoughts on this.
For the few weeks, I have been reading the Bible and praying like I've never have been before to Lord. Though, I have prayed for the same things over and over like for forgiveness. I first did it last week, or maybe the week before, and I have done it again because I slipped into watching porn which I shouldn't have done. Then the other night and just in the last hour, I prayed for forgiveness again and other things. I wonder does God think of me as ridiculous to pray over and over for the same things. I feel as if I'm not trusting him if I do so. And I feel as if I'm not truly saved. All the while going through this I have felt better than I have in a while but still there's that anxiety.
Please share your thoughts on this.