Relapse

[-Kyriaki-]

I had a mental breakdown earlier this year, and spent three months basically lying in bed without any motivation to do anything else.

Three months of my boyfriend moving in with my family to be my full time carer later, I was vaguely okay.

And now I'm sick again. And he's not living here, and he has his own life to live, and I don't want to make my problems his life again, but I'm finding it really hard to do anything.

My head melts down every few hours, and I've spent the weekend in and out of catatonic states with him looking after me, and now he's gone home for a well deserved rest but I'm kind of sick of being ill.

Help?

 

[dv81]

Okay, it's damaging your health, you have to start doing something! The best cure in the world is music! Get your girl power tracks on and sing like no one's around!

If you have girl friends go out, let them know you feeling ikky but want to go forget about it-then go dancing/shopping/faffing about with friends.

Depression is like mould, if you stay still and let the voices in your head take up your time then the depression grows

God only makes wonderfully amazing people, so enjoy life! You deserve to be happy!

 

[Gods4me]

have you spoke to some one eles about how your feeling. maybe the can help you get to some thing to keep you mind active. (day time telly is not the answer speckin from experiance)

post above ^ she smart get the dancing going lol.

in all searious youll need to ask some one bar us lot for help ill do my best to give you a hug from here but to reach the oher side of the world (id hurt my arms).

im senting one in mid air hope it catches you. lol

im sorry i cant help. really i am.

make your self get up and go for a nice long walk one day in the cfold or wind its ment to blow away cobwebs (my heath vistor told me that) i did try it and it helped me just to get some foucs. i donno if you wanna try it or you think im mad but if you do. go to somewhere you go alot but this time take a moment to look at what god had done, that little tiny fly thats flying around this room he made it. (allow your mind to be blown by the little things.

now you really think im mad. lol

all my love being sent to you

 

[.chrys.]

Kyrie,

There's really only a little "madness" in Gods4Me's post. Fresh air will do wonders for you! Spending the whole weekend inside isn't good. God made us to be social creatures (I know you know that...you've come to be "social" here). If you're uncomfortable with humans right now...go out and be with God in nature. It is a wonderful way to connect. And remember, He'll listen--He always does.

Blessings!
~Witness

 

[Amin]

I had a mental breakdown earlier this year, and spent three months basically lying in bed without any motivation to do anything else.

Three months of my boyfriend moving in with my family to be my full time carer later, I was vaguely okay.

And now I'm sick again. And he's not living here, and he has his own life to live, and I don't want to make my problems his life again, but I'm finding it really hard to do anything.

My head melts down every few hours, and I've spent the weekend in and out of catatonic states with him looking after me, and now he's gone home for a well deserved rest but I'm kind of sick of being ill.

Help?

Hi,
I was wondering if there was anyone else around that might be able to give you a hand. sOMEONE TO ENCOURAGE YOU TO DO SOME THINGS. iT'S ALWAYS BETTER WITH SOMEONE WITH YA. I know from experience taking that first step toward doing something is very hard, but also rewarding. I had anxiety so bad to begin with i couldn.t be left alone without having severe attacks. eventually, I took one step at a time toward trying to do something., and it started to work. I still have anxiety and depression, but i can go out now and do a lot of things i couldn't before.
Chuck.

 

[-Kyriaki-]

Thankyou everyone. Today's been a bit better, and I did get out of the house for a little while. I bought another plant, so that will give me something else to keep me outside while I try to get it to survive. I've managed not to kill another two, so I should be ok
I've needed to see my doctor again for a while, but the last few days I've been too sick to go anywhere near calling anyone on the phone. I'm going to see him sometime soon, and hopefully that will help.