Hi. I'm new here and I guess I'm really new to Christianity. Anyway...sometime in the middle of 2002(i think), i was flipping through the TV and came across TBN. Anyway, I confessed Jesus in LORD in my room and repented for all of the wrongs I've done.... decided to turn my life around and live for GOD.
I got a bible and read it all the way through and fasted any prayed and studied and tried to understand it. Anyway, I just really need to talk to GOD...I mean, I pray, but i want to have actual DIALOG with GOD. Everything I've looked at...every source indicates that people that converse w/ GOD are filled with his SPIRIT. I know that the bible says "...ask, seek, knock"....and i will receive HIM, but I still have not....or If have ....i don't know that I have.
I have not prophesied or spoken in tongues or any of that stuff I just wanna trully know GOD and live by his instruction. I know this is a weird post, but I just really need to receive the Baptism of the HOLY SPIRIT. I am in a dire staits type of situation in my life....and i REALLY need GOD to be with me in power. I have been praying and i have tried to filter out anything that may be hindering me from receiving the SPIRIT in fullness(admittedly, I have stumbled in places...I have sinned, but i have repented).
So, what am i supposed to do? Do i need to go to a church and have somebody lay hands on me? How did you guys receive the fullness of the SPIRIT??? Please, can anybody give me some instruction on what to do?
If, i understand the bible correctly, you people that are blessed with the gift of tongues have a special prayer language that allows you to talk to GOD in a special way.....please, PLEASE, if you remember me can you ask GOD about me??? What am I doing wrong???
This is my first real post here. I apologize in advance for it's length and if i have broken any rules. Thank you for whatever advice you can offer.
I got a bible and read it all the way through and fasted any prayed and studied and tried to understand it. Anyway, I just really need to talk to GOD...I mean, I pray, but i want to have actual DIALOG with GOD. Everything I've looked at...every source indicates that people that converse w/ GOD are filled with his SPIRIT. I know that the bible says "...ask, seek, knock"....and i will receive HIM, but I still have not....or If have ....i don't know that I have.
I have not prophesied or spoken in tongues or any of that stuff I just wanna trully know GOD and live by his instruction. I know this is a weird post, but I just really need to receive the Baptism of the HOLY SPIRIT. I am in a dire staits type of situation in my life....and i REALLY need GOD to be with me in power. I have been praying and i have tried to filter out anything that may be hindering me from receiving the SPIRIT in fullness(admittedly, I have stumbled in places...I have sinned, but i have repented).
So, what am i supposed to do? Do i need to go to a church and have somebody lay hands on me? How did you guys receive the fullness of the SPIRIT??? Please, can anybody give me some instruction on what to do?
If, i understand the bible correctly, you people that are blessed with the gift of tongues have a special prayer language that allows you to talk to GOD in a special way.....please, PLEASE, if you remember me can you ask GOD about me??? What am I doing wrong???
This is my first real post here. I apologize in advance for it's length and if i have broken any rules. Thank you for whatever advice you can offer.