I know He is with me, and I understand that I cant see, hear, touch, or smell Him. I also understand that I can't talk with Him. I know I can talk to Him through prayer, but not an audible conversation.
I'm just sad because I really really really miss Jesus in the sense that I can't do this. My spirit longs to hug and kiss Jesus. And I am so sad to think that I have another 70-80 years ahead of me! (Since I'm only 16). 70-80 YEARS!? I know it seems short to God, but to me... that is so long without being able to hear His voice or hug Him or anything! I know some people Jesus talks to audibly or hugs them, but I guess, or I am sure, that I'm just not good enough, worthy enough.
I just want to be able to hold Jesus hand or hug Him and lay against Him! Tell Him how much I love Him and talk with Him like He is my ultimate best friend in the Universe! I want to sing and dance with Jesus, I really just want a hug from Him. It makes me soo sad, my life hasn't even started yet and I can't hug Him for such a long long time. How can I make it through? It's like my best friend, true love, father, protector, Savior, and more all being kept from me for my entire life. I know it's not fair to question God... but... why can't He hug me? Why can't He sit on my couch with me so I can just lay next to Him? Why can't I hold His hand when I am scared, or be hugged by Him when I am sad? I know I have friends and family, but that isn't even remotely on the same level. I know God is real, I know know KNOW! I have faith, but I know He is alive...So, why can't He? Or more, appropriately, why won't He?
Jesus I want to hug and kiss you!!!!! I want you to hug and kiss me!!! Why must a spend my entire LIFE without that! I love Jesus sooooooo x100 much! I know I must have patience... but... STILL!!!!
Do you guys have this overwhelming desire too? If you are older, how in the world have you DEALT? Oh, goodness. When I get to Heaven, I really hope Jesus is prepared because when I get up there, I am hugging Him and I am NEVER EVER letting go!
I'm just sad because I really really really miss Jesus in the sense that I can't do this. My spirit longs to hug and kiss Jesus. And I am so sad to think that I have another 70-80 years ahead of me! (Since I'm only 16). 70-80 YEARS!? I know it seems short to God, but to me... that is so long without being able to hear His voice or hug Him or anything! I know some people Jesus talks to audibly or hugs them, but I guess, or I am sure, that I'm just not good enough, worthy enough.
I just want to be able to hold Jesus hand or hug Him and lay against Him! Tell Him how much I love Him and talk with Him like He is my ultimate best friend in the Universe! I want to sing and dance with Jesus, I really just want a hug from Him. It makes me soo sad, my life hasn't even started yet and I can't hug Him for such a long long time. How can I make it through? It's like my best friend, true love, father, protector, Savior, and more all being kept from me for my entire life. I know it's not fair to question God... but... why can't He hug me? Why can't He sit on my couch with me so I can just lay next to Him? Why can't I hold His hand when I am scared, or be hugged by Him when I am sad? I know I have friends and family, but that isn't even remotely on the same level. I know God is real, I know know KNOW! I have faith, but I know He is alive...So, why can't He? Or more, appropriately, why won't He?
Jesus I want to hug and kiss you!!!!! I want you to hug and kiss me!!! Why must a spend my entire LIFE without that! I love Jesus sooooooo x100 much! I know I must have patience... but... STILL!!!!
Do you guys have this overwhelming desire too? If you are older, how in the world have you DEALT? Oh, goodness. When I get to Heaven, I really hope Jesus is prepared because when I get up there, I am hugging Him and I am NEVER EVER letting go!