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@~Anastasia~ Thank you for your response. Wow, it sounds like you have been on quite the journey, you got me all curious now to see what happened to you. It does make me wonder though, You think this concept of going inward is a way to connect with the kingdom of God/Heaven that is within us as Jesus mentioned?
No problem, I like talking about it.Do you mind if I ask how you saw God differently?
There was something about the atmosphere maybe, or the incense, maybe the chanting...I'm not sure, I kept trying to figure out what was different about it.
Thanks for sharing your experience.No problem, I like talking about it.
so basically, I have been on a spiritual journey for truth since the beginning of this year. I got into a debate on here about which denomination was the "true" one. It made me wonder that myself, even though my answer to that is that denominations are not biblical. So, I decided to visit different denominations and see if I could find what that truth was. We can't all claim absolute truth and all be right at the same time. In my journey, I decided to go to an orthodox church. I was born and raised catholic and then got saved in a Pentecostal church, so i have had two extreme's in Christianity. I have also visited a Lutheran, Apostolic, baptist, Messianic and Pentecostal church in that time. I learned a lot through that journey and even worked through a lot of garbage beliefs I held. All of those churches were great, but they had one thing in common, they all claimed to be more right that other denominations. I kept hoping for it to end, but it continued with each church I went to, needless to say, that was annoying. Anyhow, out of all the churches I went to, the orthodox church stood out the most to me. I went there and was kinda confused by everything as it was all new to me, but I followed along as my goal was to be objective at every church. The reverence for God was really cool there, I learned very quickly that I don't have enough reverence in my life. That wasn't all of it though, something was...different after I left. I felt changed on the inside and whatever it was, it lasted for 3 days afterward, I just woke up and felt different, like something had shifted inside of me. Being charismatic, I have had all kinds of weird encounters with God, but this was different. It was a type of peace, a feeling like everything is ok, like I didn't have to fight anymore or something like that. I couldn't shake it because no one prayed over me, heck, there wasn't even a message because it was a different Sunday. There was something about the atmosphere maybe, or the incense, maybe the chanting...I'm not sure, I kept trying to figure out what was different about it. All i know was that I ended up going back there 2 more times because the other churches paled in comparison to whatever it was that God did to me there.
That has been my experience also, although my acceptance of Orthodox worship grew over a longer period. When I visit the Church of my upbringing when staying at my parents, it always leaves me saddened.But from that moment, I never wanted to be anywhere other than in the Orthodox Church. Other services have sometimes been difficult to bear after that.
I've always felt the same way to varying degrees when I've visited with family.That has been my experience also, although my acceptance of Orthodox worship grew over a longer period. When I visit the Church of my upbringing when staying at my parents, it always leaves me saddened.
Being charismatic, I have had all kinds of weird encounters with God, but this was different. It was a type of peace, a feeling like everything is ok, like I didn't have to fight anymore or something like that. I couldn't shake it because no one prayed over me, heck, there wasn't even a message because it was a different Sunday.
Would you mind sharing the title and author when they share it with you?As a former charismatic myself, I can tell you that the discernment of our saints in Orthodoxy is incredible, and the sobriety in the spiritual life brings balance that is non existent in other religious groups. I had a lot of questions about spiritual manifestations that happened in the protestant groups and much of it was almost identical to new age type spirituality. Orthodoxy is totally different. I actually had an edifying conversation with some fellow parishioners at a church breakfast who came out of a similar environment, and they are going to loan me a book about the gifts of the spirit from an Orthodox perspective, which I soon hope to read. There is a lot I could mention that already has be posted about so feel free to shoot me some questions if you would like.
Would you mind sharing the title and author when they share it with you?
Thank you. That book was on my list but I never got to it and had forgotten why.In Peace Let Us Pray to the Lord: An Orthodox Interpretation of the Gifts of the Spirit
by Fr. Alexis Trader
https://www.amazon.com/Peace-Let-Pr...n+peace+let+us+pray+to+the+lord+alexis+trader
Here is a review:
Overall this book is a good read, but I disagree with Fr Alexis's take on the gift of tongues. He seems to follow Fr. John Romanides in this interpretation where the gift of tongues is the ceaseless interior prayer of the heart. He also quotes St. Gregory Nyssa as holding this view, but unfortunately I do not own the books that he quotes to support this interpretation, which might not even be translated into English. He really downplays St. John Chrysostom's interpretation and those of other canonized saints, which basically states that the gift of tongues is the gift to speak in another language. I know other recent elders held this view as well, Elder Cleopa in Romania is once such example. Much of his footnotes are for books in Greek so it is hard to find much of the books he references. In the appendix there are a number of examples from hagiography of the gift of tongues to support St. John's views. I think the one from St. Porphyrios (Bairaktaris) the Kapsokalyvite is informative since it has happened recently in contemporary times. The others include: the Greatmartyr Christopher (249-251), Paisius the Great (b. 300), Basil the Great (329-364), and Monk Martyr James the New (1520).
Besides the issue with the gift in tongues, I really enjoyed the book. I myself have come out of the Charismatic and Pentecostal movements and have had first hand experience of the things that are mentioned in this book. Some of his commentary on the movement could be a lot more nuanced since the beliefs in this movement vary differently. Some Pentecostals are Modalist while other are Trinitarian, so the dogmatics can vary greatly, and some from both of these groups might sill consider the others "saved." A lot of his views about the moment are spot on and are great insights, but it would be better if he had had firsthand experience in these movements. Fr. Seraphim Rose's book "Orthodoxy and the Religion of the Future also has much insight as well. Much of what Fr. Seraphim Rose has written has already come to pass in that by the time I became Orthodox there were large amounts of Charismatic groups that were basically New Age in theology and practice, overflowing with self appointed apostles and "prophets."
The book covers a brief history of these movements but could really go into more detail and also show more about the moral shortcoming of the leaders in these movements vs their contemporary Orthodox counterparts. Noticing the differences in humility and discernment were a huge influence for my beginning involvement into studying Orthodoxy. The book really seems to target Orthodox readers, but could be interesting for those in the Charismatic and Pentecostal circles who question the spirituality and foundations of their movement. I would not recommend it for those who are convinced that the modern Charismatic/Pentecostal Protestantism is the truth. The book is of moderate size, but a book on this topic could easily be 600 pages.
I wanted to ask another question. What is the position of the Orthodox church on exorcism/healing? just to be clear, by exorcism i mean the act of removing demons from individuals and how demons effect people either by oppression or possession of the body, mind, heart or spirit. By healing i mean emotional, physical, divine, spiritual, psychological.
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