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First of all, is there somewhere on this message board were I can post questions about the bible? If so will someone tell me where it is, I am having alot of trouble navigating this site.
Anyway, I don't understand how do I recieve Jesus? I read my bible, and go to church, but I don't feel like I know Jesus. I know god, but I can't seperate, and start a relatinship with Jesus, it's like I don't know him, but I don't know if that is true or not. I pray, and try and talk to him, but when I pray sometimes I feel like no one is listening. Like I am just too far lost, and god has disowned me. I was Baptised, but I keep telling myslef it was out of fear, I mean I believe that there is a Jesus, and that he did everything he did. But I don't know how to talk with him, it's like there is this wall that is between us, and I don't know how to get past it, I however do not feel this way about god? WHAT AM I SUPOSSED TO DO, I have come to a place where I just don't understand, I feel like I am to stupid to figure this out, I hear everything god says, but yet I just don't do it right, like nothing I am doing is the right way. One of my friends died recently, and I feel like I am doing everything out of fear, that I am next, I have a fear of not doing what god wants, but I am unable to understand. Picture this, I am American, so it's like Jesus is taling to me in some language I don't understand, but I am like tring to figure it out, I understand some of what it says, but in the end, I am just more confussed then when I started. Someone please help me....
Anyway, I don't understand how do I recieve Jesus? I read my bible, and go to church, but I don't feel like I know Jesus. I know god, but I can't seperate, and start a relatinship with Jesus, it's like I don't know him, but I don't know if that is true or not. I pray, and try and talk to him, but when I pray sometimes I feel like no one is listening. Like I am just too far lost, and god has disowned me. I was Baptised, but I keep telling myslef it was out of fear, I mean I believe that there is a Jesus, and that he did everything he did. But I don't know how to talk with him, it's like there is this wall that is between us, and I don't know how to get past it, I however do not feel this way about god? WHAT AM I SUPOSSED TO DO, I have come to a place where I just don't understand, I feel like I am to stupid to figure this out, I hear everything god says, but yet I just don't do it right, like nothing I am doing is the right way. One of my friends died recently, and I feel like I am doing everything out of fear, that I am next, I have a fear of not doing what god wants, but I am unable to understand. Picture this, I am American, so it's like Jesus is taling to me in some language I don't understand, but I am like tring to figure it out, I understand some of what it says, but in the end, I am just more confussed then when I started. Someone please help me....