on the contrary you make an assumption without really knowing me
I feel actually troubled in my soul at pushing such questions with such ferocity. I fell away at a young age, and and have spent about 5-6 years "searching" I began however in Paganism, practiced Buddhism, Roman Polytheism, Islam, had a couple "coming home" moments in my life, but have been largely "fallen away" I would wish so much to come home to the Lord! but I am blocked by many a stone to get into detail here. My question stemmed from the fact that Christians will scoff atheists and such for believing we all came from nothing, while we have the same belief of God's existence. I found it contradictory, and while reading some stuff of Agnosticism I was reminded by this oh familiar question, which I then asked you guys.