Oh but i think that in the english translations, certain words which are different in its original form, are the same in the english form. for example lord. In Hebrew there is a lord for lets say, people you work for; and there is LORD for the Most High. My question is how does some angels, perhaps in hebrew meaning a common angel, have Capital letters in the words, perhaps the capital lettered Angel has some kind of meaning some kind of significance to God, is or relating to God?
But then i come across verses like "No one has seen God"
And there is an angel that Jacob confronts and says "Face of God" (Peniel)
Then there is the Angel of Death.
Then theres The evil spirit of the Lord.
IS it that any manifestation of God some how becomes corrupted?
Im not saying that God becomes corrupted but His images do.
Like us, we are His image and look how evil we can become.
What about satan? a Fallen angel. Did the Task of satan require satan to make decisions, and then in this liberty he became corrupted?
Did the Lamb then go from incorruptable form, into the lowest corrupted form, man, to then replace Satan, who being incorrupted, had authority given to him By God, but chose to abuse that authority for incorruptible things? Which is why then the Lamb enters the dwelling place of Satan and steals the keys?
One thing is strange, the Angel told Jacob that "The Morning comes" and he has to go. Then there is the face of God. Who wants to be like God but is not God? Who takes on the apparence of God but is not God?
I do not say that that angel was a demon, but that it must have been some angel before the keys of authority were taken away.
Jacob had a purpose, and his purpose is to bring forth a decendant that will overcome darkness. Even though Jacob lost against the angel, the angel still named him "He who struggles with man and God and prevails."
What is of God that we overcome?
I do not mean that God created evil, but in creating Good, Good can then be twisted to become Not Good, in other words, evil.
Evil is then dependant on Good, Good is independant. But because of Good, or because something is labeled Good, there leaves things that are not labeled Good, even if it has already been conquered, even if it lays in the past, that needs a name and it has been ordained, or "created" as evil.
Ofcourse im going with the notion that Created doesnt always mean make, but labeled.
Therefore Good is not a creation. Not everything that comes forth from God has to be "created". Because how can any part of God be created if God is immortal??
My other idea is that Maybe God has a Shadow, if God has a Shadow, and if God is immortal, Then everything of Him is also Immortal. So then that Shadow, or darkness, is Also immortal. It would then mean that from God came a Light, that, if God is something, casted a shadow once it shown. And to dwell in that shadow, then corrupts minds? In either case, God created that Shadow, whether intentionly or indirectly it was created none the less. I also believe that everything of God is Living, even that shadow..
Many have told me of Isaiah 45:7, asking "Why did God create evil?" this is my answer to them. We are in the Shadow of God, and if we choose to be evil, or one with darkness, that is our fault, God however plans to take these children of darkness, and make them children of Light.
Then many have told me of Isaiah 14:15, asking "How can God create a hell?" this is also my answer to them. God is Eternal, He is Spirit, How can God Forget if everything is in His sight? He can however Forgive, and when He forives, you change, and when you change, you are no longer what you use to be, and this is what God forgets. He forgets who you were for who you are, a repentant person. But then what happens to the things you have commited in your "old" state or anything concerning your "old" self? What happens to those spirits that you fellowshipped with in your "Old" times? I don't believe that they just disappear. They Must Go somewhere. The Shadow of God must then be sheol. and the deepest part must then be "Seperation from God" which to such a departure there is no end, imagine floating off to space forever, a bottomless pit...
Or What if that Light that shined was That Angel, and we humans, filled him with so much pride that he wanted to shine above God? and This Pride then Casted a Shadow? And then God exalted his Word above this Shining One?
The Word coming forth from God, uttered by the Most High, The Commandment, the Law, casted this "Shining One" into the Pit.
But now who will take the place or fill the gap that this Shining One, the Light-bearer has made? something made lower than this angel? an uttered word perhaps? the Word of God, does not shine, it is powerful already it does not need to shine. But it is this Word that God has anointed, and ordained as King of Heaven and Earth. I would be ashamed, to be an Angel, and be replaced by something lower than me. This would be torture!
The only trouble i have is understanding how did this Angel fill with pride?
There is Michael and Gabriel, Knowing things before hand, warriors than can not be conquered, but loyal and faithful messengers of God, vessals of His Word, servants of His Word. Are they not ministering spirits followers of His Word?
How then can the Morning Star, who has fallen from Heaven, who also is a messenger of God, who has been given into the hands of His Word, in the Right Hand of God, not follow His Word? How can this Shining One be against his Creator?? How can the messenger be against the one who sent the Message?
Can it be that God in his Anger, uttered a Message to all that the arrogant and prideful Shining One represents? And That Message is then Carried on by that same Shining One, also known as Satan? Does God then love us so much, that we, being created from dirt, from earth, from this temporal darkness, children of the world, filled with the breath of life, have been warned of the Wrath of God, and God in His Love uttered a Word of Salvation? Then who are we to reject Him? This way God can be All in All. God of Heaven and Earth, Light and Darkness, All in All. Creator and Redeemer, Sustainer of everything. Everything created by and for Him, through His Word.
Perhaps God needed a ruler over Darkness, and the Shining One was then that chosen cherub? But he became prideful, and God then conquered that Ruler of Darkness, and in so doing, liberated the children of Darkness, by making them heirs to His Kingdom?
Only God knows the Answer. But i know there is an answer. I know that the Spirit guides into all truth. Perhaps it is not time to know the answer.
So i can say in faith, that thanks to God, my question has been answered.
And i Thank God for being able to ask, being able to learn, and being able to be corrected. Amen.