I am filled with such a thirst- an unquenchable thirst it feels- for God. It is painful how badly I wish to be with Him! It seems that nothing I do can keep me close enough to Him. My desire to be completely devouted to Him seems to me impossible to fulfill here on earth. I don't know what is I can do- I want to live my life devoutly, but how do I do that? What does it consist of?