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Psalms 127:2 says, from the King James Version: It is vain for you to rise up early, to sit up late, to eat the bread of sorrows: for so he giveth his beloved sleep.
Other versions produce pretty much the same gist.
I have insomnia. It doesn't matter how tired I am sometimes. I can even be falling asleep in a chair, and then I go to bed. I turn off the light. I close my eyes. And nothing happens, for hours and hours. Some nights I'm lucky to get four or five hours of sleep under my belt before I have to wake up. Or I might not even doze off all night. It really bites when I know I have to be somewhere, like work for example, and I do my best to go to bed on time, only to have this problem. If I haven't had enough sleep, my safety might be at issue. On occasion I've had to have a family member drive me to work because I didn't trust myself. Fatigued driving is as dangerous as drunk driving.
Knowing our unseen enemy's penchant for twisting Scripture, when I'm frustrated at not being able to sleep, he taunts me with the thought, "But doesn't the Bible say He gives His beloved sleep? Then I guess you must not be His beloved, huh?"
How do I answer that in my head?
Other versions produce pretty much the same gist.
I have insomnia. It doesn't matter how tired I am sometimes. I can even be falling asleep in a chair, and then I go to bed. I turn off the light. I close my eyes. And nothing happens, for hours and hours. Some nights I'm lucky to get four or five hours of sleep under my belt before I have to wake up. Or I might not even doze off all night. It really bites when I know I have to be somewhere, like work for example, and I do my best to go to bed on time, only to have this problem. If I haven't had enough sleep, my safety might be at issue. On occasion I've had to have a family member drive me to work because I didn't trust myself. Fatigued driving is as dangerous as drunk driving.
Knowing our unseen enemy's penchant for twisting Scripture, when I'm frustrated at not being able to sleep, he taunts me with the thought, "But doesn't the Bible say He gives His beloved sleep? Then I guess you must not be His beloved, huh?"
How do I answer that in my head?