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I have a bit of a conundrum.
Remi and I have made friends with a young man in our church, he plays the djembe drum on our worship team at Church.
I too play the djembe, but not for church.
Like I said, he's young, around early 20's and has a 3 year old daughter. He's a single father, and dresses..well...like a dirty hippie, lots of tattoo's and piercings.
But he's always been very sweet, and is a quiet guy.
Anyway, Remi and I have befriended him, and we've had him and his daughter over for dinner etc.
In my mind, I kinda considered him the: "wild kid, gone straight but still keeps to the beat of his own drum."
Until a week ago.
There's a big folk/hippie festival around here, that Remi and I would've gone to, if I hadn't been giving birth, but our friend did go.
When I asked him how it was, he proudly told us (like it would be funny) about how he slept with two 50 year old cougars while drunk.
I was shocked, he has never spoken like that before, and I think he saw the disgust on my face, or something, because he quickly changed topics.
So I feel hurt, because I've publicly defended him when others have judged him based on his appearance/daughter, and insisted he "wasn't like that anymore."
But it turns out he is! ...Now in his defense, he never asked me to vouch for him, I did that on my own accord, so how can I get mad for him not living up to my standards, right?
But I do feel ...well...tricked.
My other issue is, he's on the worship team at church! Am I being a prude for thinking that someone who boasts about sleeping around, shouldn't be on the worship team?
And if I'm right, is it my responsibility to even go and talk to the pastor??
I am so clueless and hurt.
I really had a heart for him and his daughter - Remi likes them a lot too. We sorta wanted to adopt them as family..but now... I don't know if I want that sort of influence around my daughter.
Please help!
- Niff
Remi and I have made friends with a young man in our church, he plays the djembe drum on our worship team at Church.
I too play the djembe, but not for church.
Like I said, he's young, around early 20's and has a 3 year old daughter. He's a single father, and dresses..well...like a dirty hippie, lots of tattoo's and piercings.
But he's always been very sweet, and is a quiet guy.
Anyway, Remi and I have befriended him, and we've had him and his daughter over for dinner etc.
In my mind, I kinda considered him the: "wild kid, gone straight but still keeps to the beat of his own drum."
Until a week ago.
There's a big folk/hippie festival around here, that Remi and I would've gone to, if I hadn't been giving birth, but our friend did go.
When I asked him how it was, he proudly told us (like it would be funny) about how he slept with two 50 year old cougars while drunk.
I was shocked, he has never spoken like that before, and I think he saw the disgust on my face, or something, because he quickly changed topics.
So I feel hurt, because I've publicly defended him when others have judged him based on his appearance/daughter, and insisted he "wasn't like that anymore."
But it turns out he is! ...Now in his defense, he never asked me to vouch for him, I did that on my own accord, so how can I get mad for him not living up to my standards, right?
But I do feel ...well...tricked.
My other issue is, he's on the worship team at church! Am I being a prude for thinking that someone who boasts about sleeping around, shouldn't be on the worship team?
And if I'm right, is it my responsibility to even go and talk to the pastor??
I am so clueless and hurt.
I really had a heart for him and his daughter - Remi likes them a lot too. We sorta wanted to adopt them as family..but now... I don't know if I want that sort of influence around my daughter.
Please help!
- Niff
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