I am actually a pretty pragmatic guy. What helps me make it through the day? What gives juice to my spiritual journey? I have to have some sense of meaning, purpose and how it all works. I always seek some understanding of the bigger picture no matter how flawed or incomplete that makes some sense to me.
I also look for what can help me make it through the day along with motivators by which to continue the journey we have in Christ. Purpose and meaning are especially central in my view of the world as well, and if possible, a larger, more incorporated, integral understanding of our lives in this vast universe is something I'd prefer to have too, if at all possible. The difference here in my thought from what you seem to be expressing is that I tend to prefer to only have 'the truth' about reality that I can actually gain, however uncomfortable or discordant it might be. I know that my saying this probably isn't wholly accurate because you too want some reality, but you're seeking more reconciliation of ideas where I attempt to be willing to settle for having less than what I'd prefer to have.
For some folks a literal interpretation of the Bible is all they need. Other, traditional doctrines or creeds. But I always seem to ask what any of that actually means and do I really believe it.
None of that serves me as a central core of concern. Not a literal interpretation, not creeds, not extraneous and extrapolated doctrines. Just existence as it is and as it might possibly be known on a human level, to whatever degree.
So I am among those who look for answers I can’t even understand. But as long as I have some sort of theory that makes at least some sense to me, it helps me to live.
I'm a little different than you perhaps; I only want to entertain theories that have some substantive evidence supporting the explanation we try to assert. Otherwise, in my estimation, it's just speculation and speculation doesn't bake any bread for me. It might for other people. I get that. But for me, it doesn't. That's why I identify as both an existentialist and an evidentialist. But everyone's different, and I understand all too well that we are not clones and can't expect everyone to be on the same, identical epistemic page.
So, the nature of God and humans, how we relate and where we are going, while remaining enmeshed in sacred mystery, still are important to me. So the human questions are intertwined with the God questions.
As they are for me as well. I think they are for many or most of us who identify as Christian in some form or another.
Can you say more about a Pascalian view?
The first thing I'd say is that by a "Pascalian View," I don't mean some sort of Pascalian-ism, most especially a view that is truncated and despoiled of all additional contexts by a hyper-fixation upon the one bit of Pascal's thought that has become identified all too often as his main contribution to apologetics: his Wager.
No, in this case, Pascal, like so many of the theologians I read, serves as but one influence among many and allows me to affirm our common existential plight in this life without being cited for moral deficiencies due to a false application of Pauline theology or a lack of rational justification via a Cartesian conclusion. And that's the starting point: that we exist and will continue to exist in this life with
Uncertainty.
So, I've said "more" and there'll I'll stop because I don't want to derail this thread and push it onto another tangent. We can continue to talk about Teilhard de Chardin or Whitehead, or whomever you're intending to focus on.
One thing I will say about Teilhard de Chardin is that, even though I may disagree with his overall project, I appreciate the fact that as a scientist (paleontologist) and a theologian, he attempted to take the bull of Evolution by the horns and reconcile it with the Christian Faith. It's not the way I'd handle the topic of Evolution, but I appreciate his philosophical effort to do so.