Hi there,
Since some years I have this problem with numbers. It started when I was still a seeker and read the book of Revelation, about the devil and the number of the beast. It scared me a lot and I didn't know how to understand it. Since then I always have these knee-jerk reactions to when I see this number or similar numbers like 66 or 665 or something. For example, when I read a blog and it has "65 comments", I feel like I should not make a comment now so that I wouldn't make the 66th comment. Sometimes I see this number so often. For example, if I play a trading computer game I might suddenly notice that I have "666" goldpieces in my inventory.
One time when I was still a seeker I went to this numerology website where they calculated my full name (Daniel Peter Neubacher) to have the numerology value of 667. It was really weird. And it made me afraid many times.
I feel really wacked out by this sometimes. In the last two years since my baptism it has gotten better, and I don't fall in horror anymore, but it used to be really bad previously. For a while back then I had the fear that demons might place the mark of the beast on my hands when I have an evil thought. It was really awful.
Please say a prayer for me that I can overcome this thing. It's feeling so ugly to me spiritually. I have become able to detach myself from these thoughts but sometimes I am afraid the problem could come back to me.
Any advice would be appreciated. I am a baptized lutheran christian.
Since some years I have this problem with numbers. It started when I was still a seeker and read the book of Revelation, about the devil and the number of the beast. It scared me a lot and I didn't know how to understand it. Since then I always have these knee-jerk reactions to when I see this number or similar numbers like 66 or 665 or something. For example, when I read a blog and it has "65 comments", I feel like I should not make a comment now so that I wouldn't make the 66th comment. Sometimes I see this number so often. For example, if I play a trading computer game I might suddenly notice that I have "666" goldpieces in my inventory.
One time when I was still a seeker I went to this numerology website where they calculated my full name (Daniel Peter Neubacher) to have the numerology value of 667. It was really weird. And it made me afraid many times.
I feel really wacked out by this sometimes. In the last two years since my baptism it has gotten better, and I don't fall in horror anymore, but it used to be really bad previously. For a while back then I had the fear that demons might place the mark of the beast on my hands when I have an evil thought. It was really awful.
Please say a prayer for me that I can overcome this thing. It's feeling so ugly to me spiritually. I have become able to detach myself from these thoughts but sometimes I am afraid the problem could come back to me.
Any advice would be appreciated. I am a baptized lutheran christian.