Tonight, I was in the middle of doing something, and I got a strong feeling out of nowhere that I can't explain. I have to be somewhat vague, because it's personal. But I was doing something that I believed I needed to do, and suddenly there was a voice in my head saying that task was just a formality and I won't really need it. I was filled with a certainty that a particular event is going to happen in my life at some point in the future. There's no way that I could know that, and yet I felt confident, for a few moments, that it will happen.
I realize I'm resurrecting an old thread, but I found this by accident through a Google search of "Premonitions" and your description hits my situation EXACTLY.
Here ya go. This is a DOOZY:
35 years ago I rejected a woman who was interested in me and I did not like. A few weeks ago, out of the blue, I felt a word of knowledge or something powerful apparently from the Lord that something was going to happen to her current husband in a few months, and I need to be ready because she will want to try to win me again and I should accept her this time. I emphasize I do NOT want to have an affair, commit adultery, or otherwise interrupt their marriage. This "word" was somewhat of an unpleasant shock to me and I've been baffled ever since. Was it God who brought this "prophecy" to me? All I seek is God's will in this and an end to my not knowing for sure if this was from Him or not. Whatever the truth is, I want to do His will. I ask for the wisdom and courage to do His will in this matter.
During a long prayer session a few weeks ago, I began to think about this in-depth.
This "premonition" has happened before, but not to the degree of intensity or detail as this most recent event. Previous "premonitions" about this were simply to predict I would be with that woman one day. I scoffed at it on those occasions because I knew she was married and had no interest in seeking her out for any reason at all.
Here's the interesting part: it took me hours of prayer and meditation to think about other times this has happened, and it occurred to me that every time this "premonition" I would someday be with this woman has occurred, it has been a few months before I met someone else I could go out with.
To keep it short, I'll just discuss one: in 2012 I had a premonition I would be with that woman someday, and a few months later in 2013 I met and started dating a Christian woman who is still my girlfriend 5 years later. My relationship with her, however, has remained platonic and we kind of both know it isn't going anywhere toward marriage any time soon.
My point is, I think I've narrowed this situation down to two possibilities:
1. The Holy Spirit is using this to comfort and reassure me that I have a destiny to be with this woman I rejected 35 years ago, and it's the Father's will for us to get together no matter how many other women I date.
OR
2. Satan is using this to "spam" me and potentially steer me away from another Godly woman that I should meet in a few months.
Once again, I want to do God's will and I earnestly desire to know if it's the Holy Spirit or the Devil sending me these premonitions. I have heard the voice of God in the past, but this particular situation is somewhat different. It's like a burst of knowing comes over me and I just know something, not like an audible "still small voice" instructing me. It's more like a vision without a picture to go with it.
I only want to follow the leading of the Holy Spirit and do God's will in this because I know he would never lead me into an evil situation. Please keep praying for the truth of this to be clear to me. Based on my two bullet points above, I believe that I know now that whatever the outcome of this, it is occurring because God wants me to meet another Christian woman in a few months, and I think she will turn out to be the love of my life.
The only remaining question is whether it is the woman I rejected 35 years ago, or someone else. The answer to that question is critical to my making the right choice.
One could say that if I don't have peace about it, it may not be from God, but the other side of that is: if the foreknowledge was such a shock to me that I can't accept it, then maybe the "peace" hasn't caught up to me yet. Maybe deep down inside I don't want to be with this woman even if she becomes a widow and I'm not letting the "peace" rest on me?
What say you?