Pregnant By A Curse

[tessas212]

Dear, you have some really big issues you need to work out - for the child's sake. Have you been to a counselor? Have you considered getting treatment? You sound mentally ill, and I'm very, very concerned. I had a mentally ill mother growing up, and I'd hate for your child to experience the same.

 

[HeKnowsMyName]

Let's don't hurt this dear soul worse that she is already hurting.

Sweetie, my heart goes out to you. The enemy is trying to make you think that this child is a curse. What he meant for bad, God can turn for good. This scripture comes to mine when I think about your situation:

Ephesians 6:16-18 (King James Version)



16Above all, taking the shield of faith, wherewith ye shall be able to quench all the fiery darts of the wicked.
17And take the helmet of salvation, and the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God: 18Praying always with all prayer and supplication in the Spirit, and watching thereunto with all perseverance and supplication for all saints;

As a child of God, you have power over Satan. Tell him to get behind you! Claim deliverance of this generational curse. God can even change the baby's daddy. Nothing is impossible with God. The devil can only do what God allows him to do. If you need an ear, I'm available.

 

[K9_Trainer]

I just want to say first that I am so sorry you had to go through all that

But I do want to share with you that I am a child that was the result of a rape. My father was abusive towards my mother, physically, verbally and emotionally. He raped her and that is how I was conceived.

Although I was conceived through a man's evil deeds, I was still a blessing to my mom. She chose to keep me despite people telling her to abort because of how I was conceived, or because she was already in her 30's. I was the little girl she always dreamed of (after having two boys first, her second she thought would be her last). She had my name picked out in highschool.

I am not cursed in any way, I do not deal with spiritual warfare. Nor was I God's curse on my mother. God would not curse a woman for enduring such horrible abuse and mistreatment. I am still a child of God, He is my Father and I know He loves me because He gave me life, He worked in my mom's heart and whispered in her ear to ignore those suggesting abortion. I have no doubt that the same is of your unborn child. He or she is a special child of God.

I think you really need to see a pastor and get some good Christian spiritual guidance and advice. It may also be a good idea to seriously consider giving up the child for adoption if you are going to struggle with seeing it as a special child of God that was put on this earth for a reason, despite how it was conceived. The child shouldn't be a burden, and it would be an unhealthy way for it to grow up if you view it as a curse God has placed on you for disobedience.

 

[HisW0rd]

I do not want to read what I wrote before because I dont want to re-live that spirit I was feeling at that time.

Since then I was warned to not contact him. I tried to make things better but in my heart I felt like this was the wrong thing for me to do. So I got confirmation that I do not have to include the father in this baby life or mines.

I also have the authority to cast out any generational spirits or strongholds...and I just didnt know what I was up against since the father is seriously in the world.

I know that people believe since I have the child living in me, he or she will not be in spiritual warfare but I dont know. I feel different than I did before. I am leaving Texas and going somewhere new. I don't need anyone trying to tell me how to live my life and very few are respecting the fact that I do not want the father to give me anything for the baby also. I want him to stay away as long as I can. I do not even plan on putting his name on the birth certificate.

I have to try to make sure that this baby won't and hasn't live the life I live. I dont want all those bad things happening to him and her. I have to change every detail of my life and its shocking. I didnt think this would happen to me.

I know I have to make a lot of changes, even financially, especially spiritually....so thank you for all your replies God Bless

I am 15 weeks pregnant and everything is going good

 

[jgonz]

I'm so glad you are finding some peace in this situation! Personally, I think it's smart to not allow the father to have anything to do with the baby.

(((hugs)))

 

[K9_Trainer]

I'm so glad to hear that you are finding some peace and comfort

I agree that its very smart to cut off the father all together and a very good decision; keeping him around is not worth the risk that he will hurt you or your baby. Its better for the child to grow up with no father than a bad one.

Keep relying on God and be strong