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I don't come on this thread much anymore. But I was going to ask for your prayers. I really want to be successful this time round. Self-injury urges will always be there off and on. The last couple of days I have had some. And though I have plenty of support, accountability, and healthy coping skills now, I still am anxious about a relapse. It is the first time in three years I am out of a program for SI. And I really want to do well. I am doing very well. Got a good job, and am in choirs and such. God has been really good to me, and has been there for me, and has helped me to grow stronger every step of the way. But pray that this time, that I will be successful. I am bound to fall once in a great while. That doesn't make a failure. But I want to be able to get right back up like I was taught to do. Going back to the very beginning is not an option anymore. I love ya'll. I may not be on this subforum much because I am afraid to be triggered, but I do pray for you. 
On a very positive note, I have only cut twice in the past two years. Shara
On a very positive note, I have only cut twice in the past two years. Shara
