- Sep 24, 2020
- 10
- 18
- 23
- Country
- Sweden
- Gender
- Female
- Faith
- Christian
- Marital Status
- Single
Hello. I really need help with a specific sin that has been ruining my walk with christ, my faith and my life in general. I can not bring myself to stop smiling at a sertain very very bad thing that should not be funny at all. It is very shamefull so I am reluctant to tell. This has been going on for so long that I am not even sure I can feel the holy spirits convictions anymore. God has told me to stop severall times and I did two lucky times but it took alot to do it. He has stopped talking to me and he says that I'm dead which is probably because I'm deep into sin, I'm pretty sure my conscience is dead, my heart is so hard that I'm not even afraid of hell anymore and I have never gotten reborn. It should never have come to this and I should have known better because I could feel very strongly that something was wrong plus the fact that I used to read the bible a lot. I could tell more for those who doesn't believe me or doesn't think this is serious. I did so much bad that caused it to get to this point. I don't even think I should pray myself because my prayers are an abomination and insincere. Although I used to and still have asked God for help a lot but he has said no.