- Apr 24, 2018
- 60
- 103
- Country
- United States
- Gender
- Female
- Faith
- Non-Denom
- Marital Status
- Single
Please pray for me, I have been dealing with onset sadness and depression over my heartbreak. I think the breakup has sunken in to the point that I realize he's not coming back. I've been crying a lot more than usual and finding a hard time getting out of bed in the morning and keeping busy. I have also come under attack with negative thoughts and feelings, such as 'You weren't pretty enough' and 'He never loved you' and 'Nobody will ever love you again' and just very hurtful things. I'm feeling very vulnerable right now, and having difficulty moving on. I just keep seeing him so vividly, when I close my eyes, and he's been in my dreams for a few nights now. It's just tormenting me at this point, and I feel so lost and broken, abandoned by someone I never saw myself losing & had become such a big part of my life. It's hard moving into a life without him, still, even though it's almost been a month.
