Hello, I've been a Christian for 4 years and I serve and worship Him actively and daily. I am, however, suffering from severe bipolar disorder and although I'm on medication that has tempered the mania and I thought I was feeling better I am now at a low point stuck in a depressive state. I am married to a wonderful Christian man who supports me, and have three kids, two of which are little - 2 girls ages 7 & 5. I don't want them to see me sick, so I fight it tooth and nail, but it is so hard. I can hardly find the words to pray. The rest of my family has abandoned me - my mother & sisters. My father passed away in January and they didn't even call me to tell me. They are heartless & unforgiving and do not understand that I am withdrawn because I am sick. I am in pain, please pray, thank you.

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