Hello, I recently found out im pregnant and I am very nervous about it. I have heart issues and due to that I have alot of medical bills, and a crappy job. I apply to jobs every single day and still not one call. Most importantly I pray that my faith and hope may be restored and that I learn to trust in God. I strayed but have come back. Its true that when you leave God's path everything is just not right (trust me). I hate to be one of those people that goes to God when something is needed but I need him in every way possible! I long to hunger for him again, and for that peace beyond understanding I used to have. Ever since my mom passed away my faith in God swayed but I wish to become that woman after God's own heart like my mom. 
