hello everyone, its been along time since I did a update. My divorce was final back in May. My ex almost came back 3 weeks agao but changed her mind 2 days later. Today she told me she was leaving the her boyfriend and moving back to the area and live with her old female friend because he wont marry her and does not want to keep living in sin. I made alot of mistakes in the past and I need to take it slow, i want to know im not the same man i once was. I know I have been double minded and it ruined my life. need lots of prayers and filling of the holy spirit to now be single minded with my eyes on Jesus. I want my ex to be happy and if its Gods will for restoration I want to do it. its scary it almost been 2 year this dec since i made the wrong decision to leave her. many sins were made by both while we were apart but God forgives me of all mine and I can also of hers. she stayed with me last night because her room was not ready i could not say no. it feels like she want to move in with me like it was yesterday but she just left a guy she was with for 15 months and what do i do if he decides to ask her to marry her im afraid she will leave again. My sister in Christ said she should not stay with me I am feeling pushed. also he called her at 3:30 am this morning. I dont want to goe thru emotions again but at the same time I dont want to lose her again but I need to know she is over him. I dont her all I can do is one day at a time. I am trusting God