Prayer For Forgiveness

[BlestVessel]

Tonight, I was compelled to type an apology to my Love.. that is, the Lord. Anyway, I thought why not share it, especially since some people have been acting lately like I'm a saint in my own strength, so I'm pasting it below. Only by His grace is there any good in us, though it's painfully obvious to me and God how wretched I am. Paul said he was the worst sinner of all and in partaking of our Lord, I think that is everyone's heart. The more we experience Him, the more we tremble and are left in awe and in revelation of our uncleanliness. The Blood is a miracle every single day for us who live in Him.

Your April



forgive me
forgive me my selfishness

forgive me every moment i haven't and won't walk in the Spirit

forgive me for each time i deny what You've given

forgive me for the way i acknowledge You as less than Almighty God beyond my understanding

forgive me each time i underplay Your wonders, in my heart or in my words and actions

forgive me for all i've refused to offer up to Your dealings in my life and within me

forgive me for the times i ignore You and do not seek after You

forgive me for every time i've doubted You and insulting You by it

forgive me for thinking for a time that i deserve You or am somehow entitled to Your gifts

forgive me for all those hours i've sought after You with only half of my heart

forgive me my desires that aren't of you

forgive my misuse of the desires that are

forgive my believing the enemy and allowing him to corrupt me

forgive my careless attitude toward You when i don't desire to feel that way at all

forgive my foolish thoughts, giving into them and dwelling on them

forgive my lack of discipline

forgive my idolatry and putting others before You

forgive my indifference when someone is struggling or suffering, lonely or cold

forgive my pride

forgive my closedmindedness and unwillingness to learn

forgive my debts for loans and bills and mortgage and credit cards

forgive my self-centerdness and transform it into Christ-centeredness

forgive my bitterness and for holding misdeeds and callousness in the back of my mind

forgive my forgetfulness and getting lost in my thoughts and feelings of the moment

forgive my soul for taking control that belongs to You

forgive my every futile word, many many fruitless words and

forgive my every vain and useless action......

Use all for Your glory, my Love. Use it all and remove all this darkness in me for Your honour.