Prayer about my connection with satan

[S.gal83]

As you know, I was a satanist, and, even now, am still kind of a satanist. However, I used to believe fervently in the christian God. I will like to worship and follow and devote myself to the christian God, again. Yet, I often hear voices coming from Satan.

Somehow, I do not have the heart or courage to fight against Satan. Especially, when I was a satanist, he took good care of me. He often answered my prayers and protected me.

However, I wanted very much to return to the Christian God. Please pray that I will be able to be a christian, again. An onfire christian like I once was. It broke my heart to think of how far away I had gone from Jesus. I wanted to love Him afresh, again.

My only concern is, I care about Satan, too. Because of being able to hear Satan's voice personally, and able sometimes, even to sense Satan's moods and feelings, I feel like I want Satan to be happy, too.

I want to go back to Jesus and commit myself 100% to him, but it makes me sad when Satan becomes sad. I feel myself in a dilema. Sometimes, when Satan comes to talk to me, I tell him, why don't he repent? He gets upset with me whenever I said that to him.

Sometimes, I tell Satan, I want to go back to Jesus and be on fire for him. I tell Satan I forgive him for hurting my grandfather in hell. My grandfather died a non christian. I tell Satan I don't hate him. I just oppose him, because I want to go back to Jesus.

Often, when I do that, Satan will get angry. Yet, at the same time, I feel he is a very lonely being. I can't help feeling sorry for him, and I can't help but pray to God that he will repent, and that God will consider giving him a second chance and letting him go back to heaven, again, one day.

Anyway, pray for me, that I can walk on fire for the christian God, that used to be my everything, and helped me come out of my satanism. Thank you.

P/S: Please pray for my family members and extended relatives to be christians as well. Thanks!

 

[Linus]

Praying in the name of Jesus Christ. Thank You Lord!

 

[jehovahway]

You say you dont believe in God,yet you say you believe in Satan.
Satan cant be redeemed,
Hell was created for him and his angels and demon spirits.
Hell was not created for humband.
What is called demon's in the bible is who is talking to you.
The only way not to listen to them is to put Gods words in side of you.
Then when you think you hear voices speak what God say's against them,
It is King Jesus Christ that christian are in a relationship with because he has come
and taken care of our sins and provided a way to go to heaven for us wo put our trust in him.
The Father God is Jesus Dad.
Father i pray in the name of Jesus that you would bring this dear sweet person into a
relationsip with your son.
Show them the way to truth,so they will no longer listen to the lies of satan

 

[visionary]

The Lord rebuke you Satan.
Dear Heavenly Father:

Your child is a prodigal child wanting to come home. He had wandered to the wilderness of sin and longs for home with you. Please Lord, run out with open arms and lead him home. You know where to find him. You know the path he needs to take to make it home. Be with him, guiding and directing him. I ask this in your Holy Name.

Amen

 

[vespasia]

Hi S.gal
You have my prayers for you and your journey seeking God.

This is the prayer section and as such it is not for debate, however I have chosen to respond to some of the points in your OP in the hope that they might help and give you something to reflect upon.

Being between two worlds is never a nice place to be. You can see what you had and what you would like but for now you stand unsure as to which way to move.
You do not have to fight against satan once you truly make the choice deep in your being to follow Christ repent and commit solely to him. Christ's grace covers you and Gods wings will enfold you safe from harm whilst you choose to shelter under Gods wings. Christ is far bigger than any created and fallen part of Gods creation and that does include entities of all kinds.
Your torn because you want a new relationship and the old at the same time yet know deep within that is not possible.

No one can go so far away that they can escape from Gods love, believe me I tried. I have known those who were Christians who went on to walk magickal paths for years then returned , repented and were restored fully by the redemptive power of Christ.

I am now going to speak as one from the LHP- you cannot attribute human emotions and feelings to created entities that are other to us. It is most unwise and will lead you to be decieved. Such entities can hold a metaphorical mirror up to show us our deepest selves and longings with a twist thrown in which we can if we are not wise and wary attribute to them. Such were not created as we. Like we they are fallen but that does not mean their experience of being fallen is the same as ours. Surely you have heard of this danger if your path was sinistri?

Perhaps one day when God makes all new even the fallen ones may come to God and allow Christ to make them as they were always meant to be- good. This is not for us to decide it reminds firmly in Gods hands.

IF you would find it helpful your welcome to chat to me in pm or in the exploring christianity folder. I by my nature will always be left handed but I chose christ because he truly was the better way.

May God bless you and keep you safe and help you find that which your heart truly seeks.

 

[Jeffwhosoever]

Praying for the Lord to send His Holy Spirit to convict your heart and guide your steps toward faith. Seek the Lord Jesus Christ with all your heart, and He will find you. The Gospels are an important place to dwell upon your thoughts.

 

[ysl_75]

I believe God is greater than anyone or anything, will pray for you and may God gives you more grace and strength...God bless you sister!

 

[seashale76]

In the Name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Spirit. Amen.
O heavenly King, O Comforter, the Spirit of truth, who art in all places and fillest all things; Treasury of good things and Giver of life: Come and dwell in us and cleanse us from every stain, and save our souls, O gracious Lord.
Holy God, Holy Mighty, Holy Immortal: have mercy on us. (Thrice)
Glory to the Father, and to the Son, and to the Holy Spirit: now and ever and unto ages of ages. Amen.
All-holy Trinity, have mercy on us. Lord, cleanse us from our sins. Master, pardon our iniquities. Holy God, visit and heal our infirmities for thy Name's sake.
Lord, have mercy. (Thrice)
Glory to the Father, and to the Son, and to the Holy Spirit: now and ever, and unto ages of ages. Amen.
Our Father, who art in heaven, hallowed be thy Name; thy kingdom come; thy will be done on earth, as it is in heaven. Give us this day our daily bread; and forgive us our trespasses, as we forgive those who trespass against us; and lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil.
Through the prayers of our holy Fathers, Lord Jesus Christ our God, have mercy on us and save us. Amen.

 

[zaksmummy]

My only concern is, I care about Satan, too. Because of being able to hear Satan's voice personally, and able sometimes, even to sense Satan's moods and feelings, I feel like I want Satan to be happy, too.

He is manipulating you - using you as a puppet.

God is in control, Satan is subject to his will.

James 4 v 7 "Submit yourselves, then, to God. Resist the devil, and he will flee from you. 8Come near to God and he will come near to you. Wash your hands, you sinners, and purify your hearts, you double-minded. 9Grieve, mourn and wail. Change your laughter to mourning and your joy to gloom. 10Humble yourselves before the Lord, and he will lift you up."

You may want to consider also finding people who can give you help with overcoming the demonic. Maybe the chaplins on this forum could help or point you in the right direction.

 

[James 1:27]

Remember, Satan is a LIAR, the Father of Lies. Don't let him deceive you any longer. Rebuke him in Jesus name and then draw near to the Lord. He will have to flee...it says that in the Bible. Praying for you.

 

[*Charis*]

Praying that the eyes of your understanding are opened, that
you comprehend the love of God, and that the knowledge of
HIS love breaks the deception and bondage in your life.

 

[bluemarkus]

hello S.Gal...

i pray, wish and hope that you will live a blessed life. that you will have a covenant with the old and strong provider, knower of the hearts of mankind, the lover, romantic poet, the creator of whirly galaxies, star clusters and the butterfly nebula. I pray that you will come to love his word, and the hebrew language, because its just beautiful. I pray that you will come to see his city Jerusalem where he promised to set his presence, and even though the inhabitants there screwed up again and again, he still has not destroyed it fully, but it is still standing and will be standing at his return.

I pray that your heart for people will not lead you into a sucker trap where the evil one can abuse your emphaty, but that you will give to everyone what is his, to caesar what is his, to other people what is theirs, the church what is hers, satan what is his, and also yeshua what is his.

i pray that your emphaty and care for others will not be exploited, but that you can wear it as a beautiful garment or ring, and that it will both be for your good and those you help.

i pray that you can find balance in life and can stand fast, that you find fellowship with likeminded people, and can say with your whole heart "your commandments are not burdensome". i pray that you will be able to tell the suckers in the church from the real people and find your own place and calling within the body.

for with god all things are possible, who knows probably when satan has served his term will he be reestablished, but these things are hidden by god, and it is the honor of kings and queens to search out a matter.

be blessed

MB

 

[ellie'sforjesus]

Heavenly Father, I pray for this dear girl. I pray that you would comfort her and pull her back to your goodness. I pray that you would guide her and stir her spirit to follow you. Keep her from all evil. Build up a hedge around her and keep her safe from the evil one. In jesus precious name, I thank you Father. Amen and Amen.
In the name of Jesus I rebuke you satan you get your hands off this child forever when you are rebuked you must leave so in the name of Jesus flea from this child.

 

[razeontherock]

WOW! This is powerful stuff, and appreciation for the dilemma is in order. Update from the OP?

First, this individual may need to fight darkness far more than some seem to think. Background and all.

This person might have English as a second language? Some of the word choices seem to be telling:

even now, am still kind of a satanist. I will like to worship and follow and devote myself to the christian God, again.

I wanted very much to return to the Christian God.

What is the PRESENT TENSE? How are you "wanted" to return, "will like to" worship Christ, and "even now, are still a satanist?" I don't see any conviction there. No man can serve to Masters, you must HATE the one to love the other!

I care about Satan, I feel like I want Satan to be happy, too.

Satan has never been, and is not capable of, being happy. Thinking otherwise is being deceived. As Lucifer before he fell, he was capable of being happy. His only crime was wanting to be "like the Most High." What a humbling thought! (Since that's our destiny) You MUST realize Satan HATES you!

I want to go back to Jesus and commit myself 100% to him, but it makes me sad when Satan becomes sad. I feel myself in a dilema. [/QUOTE]

Yes, this is truly a dilemma. Fellow Christians, please don't minimize the severity of this individual's position!!! She's not trying to be Mick Jagger singing "sympathy for the devil" here. These are the very gates of hell itself, (you know, those wimpy little things that will not prevail against US?) desperately trying to enlarge it's borders right through the soul of ONE WHOM JESUS BOUGHT WITH HIS OWN BLOOD.

Righteous indignation is in order, and to the highest degree. But OP, we can do NOTHING until you decide to turn your back on Satan as your enemy, (deceitful though the Father of lies is) and turn to the Lord, embracing His Salvation.

I have seen hell. Have you? Nobody is happy there. Nobody is "in charge." There is no glory. Do not be deceived, and do NOT go there!!

 

[brinny]

As you know, I was a satanist, and, even now, am still kind of a satanist. However, I used to believe fervently in the christian God. I will like to worship and follow and devote myself to the christian God, again. Yet, I often hear voices coming from Satan.

Somehow, I do not have the heart or courage to fight against Satan. Especially, when I was a satanist, he took good care of me. He often answered my prayers and protected me.

However, I wanted very much to return to the Christian God. Please pray that I will be able to be a christian, again. An onfire christian like I once was. It broke my heart to think of how far away I had gone from Jesus. I wanted to love Him afresh, again.

My only concern is, I care about Satan, too. Because of being able to hear Satan's voice personally, and able sometimes, even to sense Satan's moods and feelings, I feel like I want Satan to be happy, too.

I want to go back to Jesus and commit myself 100% to him, but it makes me sad when Satan becomes sad. I feel myself in a dilema. Sometimes, when Satan comes to talk to me, I tell him, why don't he repent? He gets upset with me whenever I said that to him.

Sometimes, I tell Satan, I want to go back to Jesus and be on fire for him. I tell Satan I forgive him for hurting my grandfather in hell. My grandfather died a non christian. I tell Satan I don't hate him. I just oppose him, because I want to go back to Jesus.

Often, when I do that, Satan will get angry. Yet, at the same time, I feel he is a very lonely being. I can't help feeling sorry for him, and I can't help but pray to God that he will repent, and that God will consider giving him a second chance and letting him go back to heaven, again, one day.

Anyway, pray for me, that I can walk on fire for the christian God, that used to be my everything, and helped me come out of my satanism. Thank you.

Lifting you up to our Abba, dear heart ((((hug))))

 

[kenblaster5000]

I have had a dream of a demon about 30 feet tall and I asked it why it does not obey the Lord. I have found over time not to act as a devil's advocate because truly the demons will not have any chance for repentence. I used to think like you did, but it is true the devil is the father of lies. When you are on fire for the Lord, you may still see demons, especially when they are connected to others, but they will move out of your way.

 

[kenblaster5000]

Everyone, God is a [wash my mouth][wash my mouth][wash my mouth][wash my mouth]ing liar. There is no God and there is no Satan. There is just earth energy. When I believed in God, all he did was send me things to make me depressed and angry, hurt and frustrated. Well I carry this burden since I was a child. Recently I met a man I fell inlove with and wanted so much for things to go right but God made him a total jerk to me now I'm hurting for six months straight and I can't let him go. I wanted him and I choose him. I want someone to love me and care for me so much I was willing to give him anything. In the end, I dumped the jerk because he was so rude and abusive towards me. God has sent me no one but jerks and all I want is someone to love me for me. God is a liar. He sets up false hope. What kind of God wants you to suffer like this. There is no God, just some historical fake bull [wash my mouth][wash my mouth][wash my mouth][wash my mouth] some idiots made up. Can't believe a 100th century old book. If there is a God, he is a LIAR. He lied to me about love, and he has lied to YOU as well about your life and love.

You have God confused with the devil. The Lord would never leave or forsake you. Now that you are free from the oppression of the devil and those men the devil sent to you masquerading as God, press into Jesus Christ. God cannot lie, but the devil is the father of lies. Trickery, schemes, traps, and snares are the games of the devil, not a loving God.

 

[WarriorBrideofChrist]

Praying for deliverance.

 

[Joeygum]

I know this is not for debate, but this man is in trouble, and I need to help him, so this includes a prayer, and he needs to read this at all costs, I don't have a high enough post count to send this to him

Someone copy and paste it and pm it to him please, because he needs to see this now, not tommorow, he needs to accept christ now, for today is the day of salvation

Hello sorry was gone, just read your post about satanism

Listen, I don't know if you still are, if you are I am so sorry for you

I don't know why more Christians haven't talked to you about this sooner, you only have 2 pages for your topic. Every Christian in the name of God should be fighting to free you

Just goes to show not all Christians truly serve Christ do they

God has guided me here for a reason, with God, we're going to get you free, and don't be like the ones who are to weak to even preach the good news to you

First voices from Satan, he's a tricky dude, when I first became a Christian he caused me to have a dream, and in it tricked me into bowing to him, I woke up and was so sorry. See I had no control over my dream, he tried to deceive me into feeling guilty and just go with him, but I had to find strength

First when Satan gives you voices, say in the name of Christ get out of here! Say it boldly and strong

Now I know you have some connection still, as I'm typing God has allowed me to feel it, but he can't harm me, get out of here satan

Satan is speaking in you right here, you say he protected you and answered your prayers, but did he really?

Lie Cheat and Destroy, is his basis. He only protects you for a little while to take you from God, then he works on killing you. Satan hates you so much, because God loves you.

An old friend said to me Joey Satan doesn't give a dang about you and all those people running around saying we worship the devil, oh the devil loves me, he doesn't give a dang about them either

Listen closely. I am a spirit filled Christian, God speaks to me, God shows me his emotions with me. God does wonderful stuff for me, sometimes I'm unhappy, but God has done so much for me in my life

Satan only does good stuff for you until he has you completely under his control, then he kills you

Satan is a liar, he will give you things, then he will take everything you love away, and when you beg for death because he makes you so depressed, then he will look at you and kill you

There is one way to get away from this fate before it is too late

Accept Christ, everything you've done will be forgiven

Satan doesn't really get sad over you, he wants to kill you. He knows how to pretend to be sad though

The reason Satan won't repent, is because he wants to overthrow God, and he wants to use you to do it, he wants you to go to the very person that died for your sins and rose again, the person who created you, he wants you to try and help him destroy Jesus. Can you do this, really

I can tell your a satanist still, and most Christians on this site has failed you so far so when you accept Christ, you need to tell them thanks alot, because when someone is under the devil's control like this, this is serious stuff, not to be taken lightly. No true christian should ever say I'll pray you'll someday find Christ, because you need to find Christ today!

Satan's not lonely, he's just trying to make you feel guilty

As for your grandfather don't let the devil lie to you, because only Christ knows who's where

I pray to Christ this message will reach you, that Satan will not blind you from it

Are you ready to accept christ, I'm going to help you

First this will only take a second you'll be surprised, today as you read this message your going to recieve the holy spirit, just by saying this prayer. Then thats what spiritual baptism is, its when you ask Christ to enter your heart all you need. As soon as Christ enters which will be less than a second, Satan will leave

Repeat this with me

Dear Jesus, I know I have sinned against you, I know I have wronged you, but Lord I'm so sorry, I am so sorry Lord Jesus. I want you to come into my heart and live in my heart, I will make you my Lord and Savior

Amen

Now if you have truly said that, you should have felt the presence of Christ

Now say in the name of Jesus Christ, and say it loudly, all curses, or anything, that the devil has over me is now broken, I cover myself in nothing but the blood and love of Jesus Christ Amen

I am praying for you please get back to me say those and you will have cast the devil out

It's ridiculous more Christian have not posted this on the forum for you, I am shocked

But if you have done this and meant it, welcome to the light

God bless you your in my prayers

 

[wolf_parade]

Sounds like you have already found your religion.