- May 5, 2017
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A lot of things that have been happening recently, I have been praying for Gods answer on, and the answers I get don't seem to reflect the truth, I worry I'm projecting my thinking onto him or going a bit crazy.
I prayed whether I would pass my finals coming up in June and he said I would, but I am struggling to believe him, the task I have to complete seems so impossible to me, I am so behind because of health issues I had the past few months, basically missed 3 months of study.
I lost a really close friend, and while I thought I felt God show me it will be reconciled, I do not believe it, that person has gone into a mode of spite refusing to talk to me and others and is more stubborn than ever.
I've been praying for signs and many things to come, and while my life isn't that bad, my heart feels wounded by the fact that no matter how hard I try, I feel am either being impatient or I can't hear him properly. I pray and pray and triple check every time though and the answers he gives are the same, I pray "God are you sure this is your thoughts and not mine, this is the truth? Reality seems to show otherwise" and nothing has changed as of yet.
I prayed whether I would pass my finals coming up in June and he said I would, but I am struggling to believe him, the task I have to complete seems so impossible to me, I am so behind because of health issues I had the past few months, basically missed 3 months of study.
I lost a really close friend, and while I thought I felt God show me it will be reconciled, I do not believe it, that person has gone into a mode of spite refusing to talk to me and others and is more stubborn than ever.
I've been praying for signs and many things to come, and while my life isn't that bad, my heart feels wounded by the fact that no matter how hard I try, I feel am either being impatient or I can't hear him properly. I pray and pray and triple check every time though and the answers he gives are the same, I pray "God are you sure this is your thoughts and not mine, this is the truth? Reality seems to show otherwise" and nothing has changed as of yet.
