Praise report!!

[rainyday]

Manna ... sorry seems so insignificant for me to say at this time. I will pray that the Holy Spirit guides you in the years to come in raising your daughter and portraying her father to her as best you can. My our Lord comfort your weary mind, heal your weeping heart, and lift any burden weighing on your soul from tihs day forward.

I wish I knew what else to say. God bless you both!

 

[Yitzchak]

I can see God's hand in your situation in that He worked it out for you to make your peace before your husband's death. Maybe you needed some of what happened the past month to complete something emotionally. And as you said, you were able to plant a seed with his mother which would be impossible to plant now after what has happened.
I don't buy into the idea that people who kill themselves go to hell. God has mercy to cover that as well. Maybe your husband needed to hear some things from you before he went to meet the Lord.
I will pray that God comforts you in your loss and heals the trauma of it all. Shalom, shalom.