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Lioness901
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I gotta praise report and a prayer request to share. The other night I was really struggling with my father issues and just really feeling that void and it was really hurtin. So I asked for prayer and I prayed with em in agreement and GOD filled that void with Himself. I could feel Him filling me and while He was He kept saying over and over "Daddy's here." I can feel Him holding me and hugging me when I ask Him to do that. And I can feel Him tucking me in at night when I ask Him. I no longer feel that fatherly hole at all anymore. I'm the Heavenly Father's little girl and I'm loving it. Anyways I believe I once shared that I look up to my Pastor as a father figure but since that night I don't anymore. I still think he's a nice guy and a great Pastor but I no longer see him that way anymore as I no longer search for father figures anymore I don't need em I have my Daddy now. And it is nice to be released from that. I still wanna be friends with my Pastor though but I dunno how to be friends with a guy. I know how to be friends with a girl I am a girl. I dunno if its even possible to be his friend cause he is a guy and I'm a girl and he's married and I'm not. But I would like to be his friend. So please pray that if it won't cause any trouble that I can be my Pastor's friend. It would help me being his friend as I can learn from him how to talk to a guy face to face and I just don't wanna be friends with another single guy cause I'd always wonder if he'd wanna date me. I'm not ready to date yet cause I do feel awkward around guys. At least with my Pastor I know he's already married and he loves his wife to death he thinks the world of her so I wouldn't have to worry about him ever askin me out cause he won't do that cause he's married. I just wanna be able to have a simple friendship with my Pastor that way in time when I'm ready to date guys I'll know how to talk to em and not feel awkward cause I'll have had a guy friend. At the moment I don't have any guy friends except for the internet and I haven't had a male friend since grade 5. So please pray about that.
