Powerless

[Eskarina]

This poem is sort of about a situation I was in but it's an amplification of what was going on.

Powerless

I brood in the dark
I'm thinking you
This internal struggle
That you put me though
I want your kiss
I want your touch
But what you're asking
Is becoming too much

The further I retreat
The closer you draw
Whenever you're near
My resolve seems to thaw
I want to say stop
But can't speak the word
I try to drop hints
But they are not heard

You push on forward
Because I don't resist
I am not abused
At least not with a fist

Never before have I felt so powerless

 

[Eskarina]

A poem written shortly after Powerless:


Back

I sit and I wait
I don't know what for
He's more than just late
Of that I am sure

Into darkness I peer
no more light I percieve
He left me here
Why not get up and leave

I obey his orders
I don't know why
I can't cross the borders
To admit it's a lie

Now emotion I lack
Because he said he'd be back

 

[<<dAnNi>>]

Wow...again, what powerful poems! You write so passionately and you are able to depict a real emotion in to the words. Keep up the good work.

God Bless
Danni