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I am never going to beat this.
Sure I've been 2months without.
But why does that matter when every single night I'm up trying so so so hard not to give it & keep fighting.
I feel like i need to hurt myself to justify the fact that i'm alive.
If i have to be alive, I should to punnished to taking up space & for being needy & a burdon on the world.
 
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I really really want to right now, everything that was at least semi stable in my life is crashing down, it feels like I'm on a floor that keeps giving way except for one part that stay strong and that's SI. I want my control back I need that control of SI. I really need it.
 
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Ari, you are not useless at all Hun You can get through this!
I am praying.
And please PM me if you want to talk.



Thanks so much to everyone who replied to me - It meant a lot that you listened. Thanks.
(and sorry not to reply for so long..i've just been so busy)
Small steps are a good idea Freitag - I really do get caught up in things too easily and can't think straight.

hope you're all ok
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how are you doing, Ally?
xx
still not good.
its getting harder everynight.
each night i want to cut & even though i dont.
i feel like i fall one step back in my recovery.
Now, I feel like i'm back as far as i was 4years ago when i started & that aint good.
i have no idea what to do.
 
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I feel like I will never be delivered from this, and that is the problem. I want to cut, and it's so hard not to when I feel this hopeless. I know the Lord is waiting for me, but I don't know how to get to the point of complete surrender.

Tomorrow will be two weeks.
 
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I REALLY feel like cutting right now.....my ex boyfriend is harrassing me....yelling at me...threatening me....cussing at me, and much, much more.....I can't deal with this!! I know I've been clean for almost a month now....but....I just...can't do it.....
 
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I'm failing, totally, at everything. College especially. I'm failing at holding off cutting too. Now i'm home alone and the urge is there and i'm failing, i deserve to be punished to be hurt.
But then there's this stupid little voice saying i don't. *sigh*
 
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I want to and I need to. Already went for a walk, didn't help. Why do I hav to be so stupid and fail at everything in life, I even fail myself


Nat, you are definitely not a failure! We all make mistakes and slip but it does not mean we have failed. You have no idea how proud of you I am Hun. After everything you have been through you are still such an amazing person and an amazing friend who I am very blessed to know.
You can get through this. I know you can. Don't give up And remember, I am always here if you want to talk sis.
 
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No I can't make it through this because I didn't.
 
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How are you doing Nat?
Things are still rough but I'm surviving just. Mainly because my BF is going through a rough phase so I'm to busy talking to him about his problems to worry or even think about my own.
 
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to everyone if you ever feel like cutting, do somehing comepletly different like walk or watch some tv sit on ur hands if u have too lol, talk to someone on here just send random posts if it helps to get ur mind off it, try anything that you can tihnk off, if anyone wants more support PM me i am more than willing to help and listen and support god bless you all
 
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I haven't talk to you very much but if you want to talk Pm me or hit me up on MSN. Its on my profile or Hallie can give it to you.

I know how it is to not self harm in awhile and then all of a sudden to feel that feeling wash over you and to be so tempted to do it.

We're here and we're listening, so keep typing.
 
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