Portal to Hell

[SprayedPaint]

I feel like I need to be somewhere else. Right now. But where can I go? There is no place to escape this feeling here.

I was hoping this would be the place, where I COULD find that deeper fellowship... But it has helped me realize (again) that such is only possible with God.

I feel, homeless. With no true place to lay my head, and I know it. I shall indeed toil in the field until the day I die. &&& Furthermore, I hope I never find rest here, or anyWHERE for that matter, except WITH you, my King.

Having a spot on the internet to post comments is a bad idea (for me). I need to shut it, shut up. The internet is my portal to hell.

Nobody listens to anybody else. Always wanting to speak, always looking for opportunity speak, not listen. But it seems like this is the human nature, and I don't hold it against anyone. Therefore I hope nobody listens to me... but to the Lord. && I am so guilty. My Lord, I hardly listen to you... and I know it. Please, speak.

I feel further from everyone now, more than ever. Please, be not far, God.

Rant, rant, rant. I think I'll delete this account tomorrow, somehow, however it's done I'm sure there's a few steps to achieve that goal. Farewell, everyone. Walk humbly with your God... And, God bless. I hope to find everlasting joy with all of you in heaven with the one true God.

Yeah. With much love.

 

[SprayedPaint]

There is no deleting the account.

Deletion of information is what is suggested, along with simply never logging back in.


So, that's wassup, wassup.

 

[RickardoHolmes]

There is no Deeper Fellowship here. sorry that you too had to realize that the hard way.

There are a few very loving people though, hopefully myself included, who the well-being and best interests of others in mind. I do not recall discussing things with you in the past, but I am always open to messages.

A word of advice: keep the ignore list as a possibility for anyone who just wants to argue and troll your posts. And keep the WAAAAAH-mbulance on speed dial for all the crybabies here. I hate to use the ignore feature, but there are a few on here who probably should not be. I do not judge or hate them, as they have me, but I do not have to put up with their abuse either.

Yes, this forum fails many times to be helpful. BUT it succeeds on occasion too. Remember, no one, not any of us, (in spite of what some claim) NO ONE has all the answers. You might pose a question for which there is no easy or simple answer, or for which not everyone will agree in the answer. Fear and Egotism will prevent people from working together often for a solution. (Laziness and Social loafing does not help either)
BUT Some of us, really do love you as a person and really do not want to see you living in a personal hell.
But that is the nature of the forum.
Just remember, some of us DO love Humanity and our philanthropy and concern keeps us here.

 

[MJohn7]

Join the club friend. I too feel as if being quiet is better than talking, and i struggle with it. The internet is full of traps, i.e, debates that are like sirens beckoning our ship to come closer to the rocky shoreline of destruction.

 

[CalebTumanako]

The truth is - here I go, instead of listenining - talking, God is the only one who can fill that void for deeper fellowship. As a brother, I'll encourage and listen, anything on your mind bro?

 

[xTx]

There is no Deeper Fellowship here. sorry that you too had to realize that the hard way.

There are a few very loving people though, hopefully myself included, who the well-being and best interests of others in mind. I do not recall discussing things with you in the past, but I am always open to messages.

A word of advice: keep the ignore list as a possibility for anyone who just wants to argue and troll your posts. And keep the WAAAAAH-mbulance on speed dial for all the crybabies here. I hate to use the ignore feature, but there are a few on here who probably should not be. I do not judge or hate them, as they have me, but I do not have to put up with their abuse either.

Yes, this forum fails many times to be helpful. BUT it succeeds on occasion too. Remember, no one, not any of us, (in spite of what some claim) NO ONE has all the answers. You might pose a question for which there is no easy or simple answer, or for which not everyone will agree in the answer. Fear and Egotism will prevent people from working together often for a solution. (Laziness and Social loafing does not help either)
BUT Some of us, really do love you as a person and really do not want to see you living in a personal hell.
But that is the nature of the forum.
Just remember, some of us DO love Humanity and our philanthropy and concern keeps us here.

well said.

 

[xTx]

I feel like I need to be somewhere else. Right now. But where can I go? There is no place to escape this feeling here.

I was hoping this would be the place, where I COULD find that deeper fellowship... But it has helped me realize (again) that such is only possible with God.

I feel, homeless. With no true place to lay my head, and I know it. I shall indeed toil in the field until the day I die. &&& Furthermore, I hope I never find rest here, or anyWHERE for that matter, except WITH you, my King.

Having a spot on the internet to post comments is a bad idea (for me). I need to shut it, shut up. The internet is my portal to hell.

Nobody listens to anybody else. Always wanting to speak, always looking for opportunity speak, not listen. But it seems like this is the human nature, and I don't hold it against anyone. Therefore I hope nobody listens to me... but to the Lord. && I am so guilty. My Lord, I hardly listen to you... and I know it. Please, speak.

I feel further from everyone now, more than ever. Please, be not far, God.

Rant, rant, rant. I think I'll delete this account tomorrow, somehow, however it's done I'm sure there's a few steps to achieve that goal. Farewell, everyone. Walk humbly with your God... And, God bless. I hope to find everlasting joy with all of you in heaven with the one true God.

Yeah. With much love.

Sometimes I feel how you feel.