I wanted to bump this thread up because many of my friends here have so kindly cared and asked how my dad is doing.
I want to first thank you all for your prayers, and your kind words, and always taking the time to listen.
I don't want to get into detail but, the good news is that my father does not have cancer. Praise the Lord. I don't know if he will go through surgery or not, it is up to him at this point, and us sitting down and having a long discussion about it, but he does not have cancer. Thats what matters to me. I feel as though a huge elephant has been sitting on my chest for the last 6 months, and I can't seem to breath no matter what I do. Last night, I couldn't sleep again. I think I'm losing my health in the process, but I'm getting through it. Sometimes, silently, but its the only way at this point I can bare it. I'm sorry I don't want too or cannot answer all of your questions right now. There are days, that I don't know how too, and days where I just cannot. Thank you for not forcing me too.
Thank you all again, for your prayers and your kindness.