Italia
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- Sep 20, 2004
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Oh how I hear your heart! And your fears.
When I finally left my now ex, I had to secretly pack whatever I could and my daughter and I sneak out when he went to work. I had barely anything and only a few dollars. I lived on a couch in my sister's house for a week. My then husband flew into a demonic rage when we left, so he would let me get nothing else of mine and gave me no money, and canceled all the insurances.
BUT GOD!! He provided! A man came and gave me $1,000, someone else gave me $200, etc. Many gave me furniture. One arranged fore me to get a small apartment. Another man helped me get some freelance work so I could earn some money.
It was incredibly difficult. The most painful, excruciating time of my life. I had thought this man was "the one", esp because he appeared to be so godly.
Sweetie, he even KILLED my precious dog. He went into a rage and killed my dog I knew I had to leave. If he could kill a dog, with no remorse, he could kill us. He tried to kill me, and went to jail for it, but only for a short time. He went throught court-ordered anger management classes for one year - it did not change him. 100's around the world were praying and fasting for him to become saved - to no avail.
It has now been six years. They have been difficult years. There have been more tears than I could ever imagine crying in 100 lifetimes, let alone 1 lifetime. BUT GOD! He has brought me through. I still do not know all the "whys".
I have a new beautiful, kind, tender husband now. And all the material things I lost are in the process of being restored. More importantly, my peace, joy and confidence - all that was stolen - is also being restored.
I will be praying for you. Just know that there are solutions God has in mind that won't always be the way you think it will or should be. He DOES do things mysteriously
When I finally left my now ex, I had to secretly pack whatever I could and my daughter and I sneak out when he went to work. I had barely anything and only a few dollars. I lived on a couch in my sister's house for a week. My then husband flew into a demonic rage when we left, so he would let me get nothing else of mine and gave me no money, and canceled all the insurances.
BUT GOD!! He provided! A man came and gave me $1,000, someone else gave me $200, etc. Many gave me furniture. One arranged fore me to get a small apartment. Another man helped me get some freelance work so I could earn some money.
It was incredibly difficult. The most painful, excruciating time of my life. I had thought this man was "the one", esp because he appeared to be so godly.
Sweetie, he even KILLED my precious dog. He went into a rage and killed my dog
It has now been six years. They have been difficult years. There have been more tears than I could ever imagine crying in 100 lifetimes, let alone 1 lifetime. BUT GOD! He has brought me through. I still do not know all the "whys".
I have a new beautiful, kind, tender husband now. And all the material things I lost are in the process of being restored. More importantly, my peace, joy and confidence - all that was stolen - is also being restored.
I will be praying for you. Just know that there are solutions God has in mind that won't always be the way you think it will or should be. He DOES do things mysteriously
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