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Italia

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Oh how I hear your heart! And your fears.

When I finally left my now ex, I had to secretly pack whatever I could and my daughter and I sneak out when he went to work. I had barely anything and only a few dollars. I lived on a couch in my sister's house for a week. My then husband flew into a demonic rage when we left, so he would let me get nothing else of mine and gave me no money, and canceled all the insurances.

BUT GOD!! He provided! A man came and gave me $1,000, someone else gave me $200, etc. Many gave me furniture. One arranged fore me to get a small apartment. Another man helped me get some freelance work so I could earn some money.

It was incredibly difficult. The most painful, excruciating time of my life. I had thought this man was "the one", esp because he appeared to be so godly.

Sweetie, he even KILLED my precious dog. He went into a rage and killed my dog I knew I had to leave. If he could kill a dog, with no remorse, he could kill us. He tried to kill me, and went to jail for it, but only for a short time. He went throught court-ordered anger management classes for one year - it did not change him. 100's around the world were praying and fasting for him to become saved - to no avail.

It has now been six years. They have been difficult years. There have been more tears than I could ever imagine crying in 100 lifetimes, let alone 1 lifetime. BUT GOD! He has brought me through. I still do not know all the "whys".

I have a new beautiful, kind, tender husband now. And all the material things I lost are in the process of being restored. More importantly, my peace, joy and confidence - all that was stolen - is also being restored.

I will be praying for you. Just know that there are solutions God has in mind that won't always be the way you think it will or should be. He DOES do things mysteriously
 
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IloveJesusMyFather3:16

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Thank you WhiteFeather for all those beautiful scriptures. I'm going to write them down and make sure I have them highlighted in my precious Bible. God love you!!

Italia, first I just want to say that when I read that part about your dog it gave me chill bumps and made me start crying. That really really hurt my heart. You sound like you had it so bad. I am so joyful that God gave you a
"kind, tender husband". I can't even imagine what that would be like right now. I am so thankful. I can't tell you how thankful I am that He did that for you. Give your husband a kiss on the cheek from me. That just makes me so happy to find that SOMEONE has a great husband. Does he have a good family as well or is/was his family messed up? Just curious...if you don't mind sharing. I'm so happy for you. Praise God!! Thank you Father!! Thank you sweet Savior in heaven above! Thank you wonderful Jesus!! Thank you, Italia, for praying for me. It really means a lot to me - and thank you all of you that are praying. I sure need His mercy. Italia, when you say, "BUT GOD!!" it reminds me of sweet Steve Brock. ha ha. Do you know him? He always says that. he he.

This is totally off the subject but I just saw a guy on tv not too long ago and I think he is the most beautiful man I have EVER seen in my whole life!! Jay McGraw. (sigh). ha ha. I'm sure he's a jerk though. ha ha. ...but MAN, if I could choose what my guy would look like - he would be my first choice. ha ha ha. He is the host of Renovate My Family on tv. He is Dr.Phil's son!!!! I cannot even begin to believe that!!! ha ha ha. Do you guys know who I'm talking about?
 
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