Hi,
please will you pray for me. im going to be very BRAVE and go to church tomorrow and see the lady who i have let down and have been hurt by. im not going to run away from it. please pray that i will say the right things, i do need to apologise to her for walking out of her social event the other night i just couldnt cope with it. i felt so hurt and angry.also that we could have a chance to get together sometime that would be good, you can say only so much at church.i dont think i will tell her everything cos there wont be time too and it was only the other week i had to tell her i was angry with her again!i did text her today to try and go round and see her but she was busy.i did say that i wanted to just touch base with her. i feel alright about the situation and realise that the devil has got involved in it and made it bigger than it actually is. please also pray that i will get better on with church. although i go with my husband i do find it hard. he goes off chating to people.please pray for friendships for me and pray that people will make an effort with me and i wont feel horrible and want to leave. that happened the other week and i walked out before the service began! cos i was feeling upset about the breaking up of a particular friendship which was really painful.i love God with all my heart, its such a battle sometimes.it just tires me out. One good thing is that a girl called Leanne who has had drink problems who is a christian who stopped going to church wants to go back. i have always been in and out of church really and when she wanted to go back i wasnt very enthusiastic at the time! but i believe its a way that God is helping me with this, because its someone for me to talk to and i did say i wouldnt go back unless Leanne wanted to go to church again!she is not able to come this week because she is working.also please continue to pray for peace upon me and good nights sleep that would be great. thanks very muchxx
please will you pray for me. im going to be very BRAVE and go to church tomorrow and see the lady who i have let down and have been hurt by. im not going to run away from it. please pray that i will say the right things, i do need to apologise to her for walking out of her social event the other night i just couldnt cope with it. i felt so hurt and angry.also that we could have a chance to get together sometime that would be good, you can say only so much at church.i dont think i will tell her everything cos there wont be time too and it was only the other week i had to tell her i was angry with her again!i did text her today to try and go round and see her but she was busy.i did say that i wanted to just touch base with her. i feel alright about the situation and realise that the devil has got involved in it and made it bigger than it actually is. please also pray that i will get better on with church. although i go with my husband i do find it hard. he goes off chating to people.please pray for friendships for me and pray that people will make an effort with me and i wont feel horrible and want to leave. that happened the other week and i walked out before the service began! cos i was feeling upset about the breaking up of a particular friendship which was really painful.i love God with all my heart, its such a battle sometimes.it just tires me out. One good thing is that a girl called Leanne who has had drink problems who is a christian who stopped going to church wants to go back. i have always been in and out of church really and when she wanted to go back i wasnt very enthusiastic at the time! but i believe its a way that God is helping me with this, because its someone for me to talk to and i did say i wouldnt go back unless Leanne wanted to go to church again!she is not able to come this week because she is working.also please continue to pray for peace upon me and good nights sleep that would be great. thanks very muchxx
