Thank you for letting us know your prayer intentions. Definitely you are in our prayers. I’m glad to know that you think of to grow in love Jesus with all your heart, soul and mind. That is so beautiful and sweet from you. It is thoughtful of you to think those around you including for your sponsor child in India, for your non-Christian family and friends to be saved, and for your Christian family and friends to stay saved. I am sure that God is pleased for the intentions and care of your heart. I encourage continue to trust in His generous mercy and love. Remember that patience is the virtue for people who want to get the sainthood. I encourage you to seek God’s love and mercy to overcome your struggles. I’d like to share with you some verses from the Bible that will help you in your spiritual combat: Be angry but do not sin; do not let the sun set on your anger, and do not leave room for the devil. (Eph 4,26-27); 'Lord, how often must I forgive my brother if he wrongs me? As often as seven times?' Jesus answered, 'Not seven, I tell you, but seventy-seven times. (Mt 18, 21-22) Jesus wants to mean in this part of his teaching that we are calling to forgive always to our neighbor.
Come to me, all you who labor and are burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am meek and humble of heart; and you will find rest for yourselves. (Mt 11, 28-29). This verse from the Bible can help you to ask Jesus for assistance when you want to get mad for something you can ask Jesus to teach you to be meek and humble of heart like him. I hope this helps. Sending you a big hug sister. I will keep you in my prayers, my sister. -keep us posted, OK?