I have a best friend that I have known since I was about 15 years old. I've known her for six years. She has diabetes. She has since she was really little. And I'm scared at the moment. Because she had a doctors apointment and her A1C. Basicly a kind of diabetes controle average, is at it's highest it's been since she came out of the hospital. And it's nearing the danger reach. Meaning, if it gets any higher any number of things could happen. She could just get sick, or worce, meaning she could go into another coma, become blind, or even die.
She's the bestest friend i've ever had. Next to the lord. She has become part of my family. I built walls around myself, becuase I wanted friends, but I didn't want to be hurt any more. So I put up walls and promised myself I wouldn't get that close to any one ever again. But I let my friend close. And i've always known her diabetes could be a problem, and that anything could happen with something like that.
But I've never really had to deal with it before. THere have been times that I got scared, but it never crossed my mind that something bad could really happen. Because she was my best friend, and I always thought she'd be there. But having grown up a lot since I met her, I have realized that I could easily loose her. I refuse to let Saten get to me though this.
So can you pray for my friend? That her A1C goes down. And that the lord will help me to not worry about it, and to have faith that he will do what's best.
She's the bestest friend i've ever had. Next to the lord. She has become part of my family. I built walls around myself, becuase I wanted friends, but I didn't want to be hurt any more. So I put up walls and promised myself I wouldn't get that close to any one ever again. But I let my friend close. And i've always known her diabetes could be a problem, and that anything could happen with something like that.
But I've never really had to deal with it before. THere have been times that I got scared, but it never crossed my mind that something bad could really happen. Because she was my best friend, and I always thought she'd be there. But having grown up a lot since I met her, I have realized that I could easily loose her. I refuse to let Saten get to me though this.
So can you pray for my friend? That her A1C goes down. And that the lord will help me to not worry about it, and to have faith that he will do what's best.
