Right now, I'm an agnostic (and a *very* weak one). But I want that to change.
I think God hates me. I don't think he allows me to know him. I think it's because I sometimes say and think some truly awful things about him and the world and myself. I don't think he can ever forgive me for that, even though I think it's just part of my illness. That maybe just my attempt to justify how evil I am. I don't know.
Could you please pray and ask God to help me?
I think God hates me. I don't think he allows me to know him. I think it's because I sometimes say and think some truly awful things about him and the world and myself. I don't think he can ever forgive me for that, even though I think it's just part of my illness. That maybe just my attempt to justify how evil I am. I don't know.
Could you please pray and ask God to help me?