Please pray for me

[jess144]

Hello...

My name is Jessica and I am struggling and would like some prayer. I have been depressed for quite some time and have been feeling suicidal for awhile. I was reading on the internet that borderline personality disorder is related to chronic suicidal ideation. Reading that made me feel even more hopeless than ever. I need prayer big time!! I think about suicide almost daily. Part of me wants to end it all to escape the pain... but I can't bear the thought of the effect that that would have on my family. I know that this is a tempation for me and I need God's strength and grace. Please please pray that I will be open to God's spirit and that He will release me from this. Thank you
Jessica

 

[meh]

((Jessica)) I know you are struggling and feeling hopeless, but there is hope in your post. You came here and posted and asked for help and prayers. That is hope. Are you working with a doctor or therapist or priest? I hope there is someone in real life you can talk to about these things. I pray that your turmoil will ease and your mind will rest. I pray that God surrounds you with His love and comfort. God bless you.

 

[goldenviolet]

Jessica,
you found a forum of others. we struggle too. so you aren't alone. bless your heart.

 

[mom_one]

Lord we are asking that Jessica be healed of her problems in Jesus name we pray Amen God bless you

 

[Nightman]

I have a granddaughter named Jessica, so I will certainly pray for you! As for suicidal thoughts I have lived an entire life time without life insurance. For the simple reason that in times of trouble and I would start thinking about how much better off my family would be without me. I just couldn't leave them financially crippled. I know to a young person it is hard to understand. But it has I am sure HELPED me
MAY GOD BLESS YOU,
MELNIGHTMAN