God has changed my heart completely. I was on the fence for a long time but almost 2 months ago i devoted my life to God and He has shown me things I thought I would never see. And I learned to love Him with every fiber of my being so I want to obey Him. But lately I have been under attack spiritually and all of these wrong evil thoughts have been entering my head and lustful thoughts even in church. This is very unlike me and something is going on that I can not see. I ask that you guys can pray for me to be delivered of all evil and to beat all temptation. I want to be on fire for Our lord like never before, that is what my spirit yearns for. but my flesh is weak. I want to be filled to the brim with the Holy Spirirt and walk by the spirit 24/7. Please help me as I am incomplete without being as holy and christ like as possible and I feel like ive been under some sort of attack from the enemy and this is very depressing. I dont know what to do. Ive been praying but my relationship with the lord doesnt feel like it used to because I have givin into lust (i watched inappropriate content and you know what follows) and also ive been tempted to go back and smoke weed which God delivered me from like 2 months ago. Please pray for me I really need your help In Jesus name. God bless you all.
been there done that, have you gotten rid of all your old partying friends, nothing will drag you back faster than keeping old pothead friends. my mistake cost me 17 more years of drug addiction and homelessness, I was right where you are today, but I thought I could keep my old friends.
you can get free from the things you mentioned, if you understand that they are LIES!.......If I were to lie to you, and you knew it was a lie, you would say "SHUT YOUR MOUTH YOU LIAR" thats the way you need to address the lies of inappropriate content and all that goes with it
Its a lie because your never satisfied, it always wants more, and you feel like crap after you give in
after every failure you wish you didn't do it, so what is really the truth, the truth is you really don't want to do it.
so the lie is the deception that you want it, start rebuking those lies out loud, then also very important start rebuking the sexual thoughts as well, because thats where the whole thing begins, a few daydreams and a few unsensored fantasies and your flesh will not be able to stop itself
the most important thing I can tell you is don't give up, no matter how many times you keep failing get back up and start over, I never knew my breakthrough was right after one of my worst failures...........you can over come this
truth be told I was really bound bad, I was thoroughly addicted and never dreamed I'd ever be free, I couldn't go a day without failure........then I started to hold my thoughts accountable to Jesus, it was really hard at first because before this I never bothered with sensoring any of my thoughts, and they would get really really sinful
after a while It started to get easier, then I had a couple victories in denying my flesh.........before I knew it....weeks had gone by then months
after awhile I stopped even thinking about it, and to me that was just amazing because I used to ALWAYS BE THINKING ABOUT IT!
thats the kind of freedom Jesus has for you, take authority in His name over your mind, and He will give you authority over your flesh
