Father God, we join in prayer today to ask you to reach our brothers and sisters who are struggling with this illness bipolar. Help them to have insight from your Holy Spirit to understnad that they are loved and worthy and forgiven. Help them to break free of the feelings of guilt when thay are depressed, for this is simply part of the illness and not the truth, for as Christin we know there is no more guilt for it was taken care of at the cross. But we struggle Lord, we feel like there is so much more we should do or be, Lord help them to rest in you and your love. Give them and their doctors wisdom when it comes to medications. Lord, Help those of us when we are doing better to be able to speak openly and honestly of the hard times, let this give them hope, not only that we understand and have been there, but that they also can feel better with the right treatment and hard work. Fill their hearts and souls with the Holy Spirit gifts, the gifts of love and joy and peace, give them a glimpse of the future and hope you have planned for them. Help them to know that they do make a difference here on CF and to those around them. Lord, when they feel alone in their struggles and in their life, help them to feel and see that they are not alone. Help them to remember that even when it feels like you are not there, that you are, that you have promised to never leave or forsake them. Father God, help us all to remember that we do not have to be "normal" to be loved by you and to serve you, that we do not have to have "a ministry" to serve you. Help us all to know when to rest and when to push. Open our eyes to the beauty you have surrounded us with. Father God especially for those who feel like they are the only ones "not able to" or "not" that we all struggle with those feelings, but that the truth is we are enough for you , Father God just as we are, just because you chose us to be, hellp us to understand in a new way today just how precious to you we are. Help us also Lord, not to overcommit or take on too much during periods of mania or when we start to feel better. Lord, help to calm or fears when we begin to feel down or better or whatever, that this is a mood swing or a relapse. Father God we acknowledge that you are in control and we ask that you give us insight form the Holy Spirit if we need to pay attention and get help from our doctor. Lord I ask that you would intervene and help make acces to care that is needed and medcicines that are needed and diagnosis, no matter where the indidviduals live. Lord, help us all to learn more of you and to keep our thought processes clear even in the midst of an illness that loves to mess around with those very thoughts and feelings. Lord, when the mood changes, help those around us to have insight and to understand what is mood generated and what is real. Protect those around us from hurt feelings and misunderstandings. Help us all to recognize that often our dissatisfaction and complaints in a relationship can be magnified by our illness, but help us to make the changes needed in our relationships and not just to blame it all on the illness. Lord, that request sopunds impossible, but I know that you God, the Lord of Lord is able. So we ask these things in your son's Holy name, AMen
Lemonflavor, thank you for your honesty! Everyone, please forgive the run on sent4ences and poor punctuation and bad grammar, but God understnads all I am trying to say!!!