My boyfriend is much older than me. I hold him dear to my heart, and unfortunately in this point of time, he is suffering a great deal when it comes to family matters and a purpose for life. His self-esteem is at an extreme low, he sees no reason to keep leading the life he has now. He talks as if all hope is lost and I sit there with him, listening and trying not to make him feel the way I want him to because I know that will only push him away. I try so hard not to cry when he speaks of his troubles. It hurts me when I see him hurting so much. He is not a bad person, he doesn't deserve to be living in the conditions he does now. His family does not want him. He is practically homeless. He lost all of his friends by what he describes as bad luck. And the only person he seems to hold on to is me. He speaks sometimes as if I am the only reason why he doesn't end his life early... He puts me under pressure when he does say things like that but it doesn't bother me very much anymore. I want to help him and I am there for him, but I'm afraid that just my prayers will not be enough. Please pray for him. I ask of you to please try and help heal someone who has lost almost all hope. Please pray for him to become stronger than he is now. Please pray for him... I love this man dearly and it hurts me to see him suffer the way he does. Please pray for him.
Thank you for your kindness and care.
Thank you for your kindness and care.
